What do you think of me, iTunes? In Your Eyes - Ben Harper (Peter Gabriel cover)
Love, I don't like to see so much pain, so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away. I get so tired of working so hard for our survival. I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive.
Will I have a happy life? Absentimental - Norma Jean
Don't plan on standing under the falling sky. It's so pointless to fall. Please believe what you see and what you hear and not what you love. Sun blacks out, sky blacks out; your names are indications in red blood and I'm choking on my tongue.
What do my friends really think of me? Wendy Time - The Cure
‘You look like you could do with a friend,’ she said. You look like you could use a hand. Someone to make you smile,’ she said, ‘Someone who can understand, share your trouble, comfort you, hold you close, and I can do all of these. I think you need me here with you.’
Do people secretly lust after me? Ask For Answers - Placebo
These bonds are shackle free, wrapped in lust and lunacy. Tiny touch of jealousy, these bonds are shackle free.
What does my significant other think of me? Should Have Stayed in the Shallows - Fear Before the March of Flames
Some things are better left unsaid. Some things are better off dead.
How can I make myself happy? The Same Things From Different Lips - Albert React
Cut some flesh away. Did you wanna stay? Put this match down. Blow this flame out.
What should I do with my life? Ever and a Day - AFI
I’d retrace the steps that led me here, but nothing lives behind me. So, I’ll lie in the grass, bathed in the light that loves me with nothing left to lose.
Why must life be so full of pain? Hide and Seek - Ani DiFranco
We would play hide and go seek, territory would be the whole block. Sometimes the older boys when they'd find you, they wouldn't want to tag you, they'd just want to talk. They'd say "What would you do for a quarter? Come on, we don't have that much time." And I'd think a minute and I'd say: "Ok... give me the quarter first.” “Fine.”
How can I maximize my pleasure during sex? Entertain - Sleater-Kinney
Where’s the fuck you? Where’s the black and blue? All you want is entertainment. Rip me open; it’s free. If you wanna take a shot at me, get in line. I’ve had all my shots and I’m fine. Do it to me easily, my feeble mind needs time. Make it sweet and syrupy with rhyme.
Will I ever have children? Six Nightmares at the Pinball Masquerade - The Blood Brothers
All your luxury, all your well hidden trash, all your empty wine bottles disguised as class, all the bastard children you pay off, all the money it takes for you to get off. “May I have this dance?” The dark dealer takes your hands... All your memories all your forgotten plans, one night stands; they are the six nightmares at the masquerade.
Will I die happy? Randy Describes Eternity - Built to Spill
Where you gonna be? Where are you gonna spend eternity? I’m gonna be perfect from now on. I’m gonna be perfect starting now.
Can you give me some advice? Gold Dust - Tori Amos
We make it up as we go along. ‘How did it go so fast?’ You’ll say as we are looking back. And then we’ll understand, we held gold dust in our hands. I’m freezing that frame.
What do you think happiness is? Lose My Breath - My Bloody Valentine
“Not now, girl.” You say. But I was born to lose my breath.
What's your favorite fetish? Strawberry Fields - The Beatles (I laughed really hard when this came up)
Strawberry fields forever… Cranberry Sauce…
and, what is the meaning of life after all? Mouthful of Poison - Kittie
Why bother to lie? Leave the lamp behind. Don’t walk into fire. You might find that you’ll get burned. Guilt at last, is this a lesson that’s learned?
1. What time is it? Eight twenty-seven.
2. Name: Caroline
3. Nickname(s): C-Dogg, C-Dizzle, Caro, Pete, Afriquia, Nori.
4. Age: 17
5. Single or taken?: Single.
6. Chinese zodiac: Dragon.
7. Hair color: Faded dark red with medium brown roots.
8. Eye color: Dark brown.
9. Height: About 5'5”
10. Shoe size: 8 - 9
11. Glasses, contacts or neither? Both.
12. Braces? I wish.
13. Piercing/Tattoos: Eleven piercings.
14. Birthplace: Ithaca, NY.
15. Current residence: Same as above.
16. Siblings names: James and John (J-Dogg and Beefy).
HAVE YOU EVER
17. Gone skinny dipping? Yes.
21. Skipped school? Yes.
22. Bungee jumped? No.
23. Kissed someone NOT related to you? Hmm..
24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? Yes.
25. Kissed more than two people in one day? Have I ever, indeed!!
27. TP'd someone's house? No.
28. Won something? I’m sure.
29. Asked someone out? Ick.
30. Been rejected? Of course.
31. Been in love? Yes.
32. Been to a funeral? Not so much a funeral as a memorial service.. Or two..
33. Used a lighter? All the tiiiiiime..
34. Been on stage? Chorus Line…
FAVORITE
35. Food: I don’t know.
36. Ice cream flavor: Meh.
38. School subject(s): English and Photography.
39. Breakfast cereal: Raisin Bran Crunch.
40. Number(s): Four.
41. Book(s): White Oleander, Trumpet of the Swan.
42. Movie(s): Amelie, Fantasia, Fight Club, Napoleon Dynamite, Romeo + Juliet, The Ladies Man.
43. Candy: Reese’s PB Cups, Heath.
44. Soda: Diet Pepsi with (fresh) lime.
45. Color(s): All shades of green(with the exception of day-glo) and chocolate brown.
46. Vacation spot: I haven’t one.
47. Sport to watch on TV: MXC (Most Extreme Elimination Challenge) on Spike.
48. Sport to play: Hunt for man meat.
49. Bands/musicians: Egads.
50. Letter(s): A
51. Fast food restaurant: Death.
52. Cartoon Character: Brian from Family Guy.
53. Holiday: Death to all holidays.
54. Name for a boy: gah.
55. Name for a girl: gah.
DO YOU PREFER
56. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
57. Boys or girls: meh
58. Long relationships or one night stands?: Most definitely one night stands.
59. Dogs or cats?: Dogs.
60. Scary movies or comedies?: Depends on my mood.
61. Silver or gold?: Silver.
62 Croutons or bacon bits or both? Croutons.
THINGS THAT COME TO MIND
63. Doctor: Desilva.
64. Hedgehog: Ms. Trsenor’s hedgehog Greta that died when I was in her 10th grade bio class.
65. School: Aurora. Don’t ask me why…
66. Grass: Grass fights.
67. Cows: Last night with Mikie and the IKEA creamer commercial.
68. Canada: The CN tower. Rachel.
69. Mouse: Computers.
70. Hand: The video for Incubus - Drive.
THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU
71. Watched a movie?: No.
72. Talked on the phone?: Mhmm.
73. Cried? Surprisingly not.
74. Threw up? No.
75. Drank a glass of water? Sure, a couple.
76. Gone to the bathroom? Damn straight.
77. Read a book or magazine? I read a catalogue.. Does that count?
78. Watched tv? Yep.
80. Taken a shower? Uh… maybe…
81. Taken a picture? No.
82. Listened to music? I am right noooowww…
83. Hugged or kissed someone? Hugged, yes.
84. Done your hw? Fuck homework. It’s for people in school and stuff.
85. Told someone you loved them? Probably.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
86. Heaven? I don’t know.
88. Aliens? Yes.
89. Fun for the entire family? Uhhh… whatthehell?
91. Love? Sure.
92. Magic? Damn skippy!
SOME RANDOM STUFF
93. Last movie you saw in theatres? Lord of War.
94. Are you listening to music right now? We’ve been over this already.
95. What color shirt are you wearing? RAINBOW!
96. Do you like your middle name? Not particularly.
97. What kind of lotion do you use? BWC (Beauty Without Cruelty) and Aveno.
98. left handed or right handed? Right.
99. What color is your backpack? Backpacks are for nerds.
Akin to 99 Berries and 99 Red balloons.
Alethea Victoria Rudd's Aliases
Your movie star name: Cheese John
Your fashion designer name is Alethea Milan
Your socialite name is Bugs New York
Your fly girl / guy name is A Rudd
Your detective name is Swan ACS
Your barfly name is Cookie Tequila
Your soap opera name is Victoria Bald Hill
Your rock star name is Heath Semen
Your star wars name is Alezak Ruddben
Your punk rock band name is The Sick Thermometer
The Amazing Meganame Generator First, I filled this out:
Cursive
Aesop Rock
Radiohead
Our Lady Peace
Lhasa De Sela
Incubus
Norma Jean
Emperor X
Interpol
Smashing Pumpkins, The
Operation Ivy
Belle and Sebastian
Elliot Smith
Ladytron
Cat Power
Oasis
Underoath
Low
Outrageous Cherry
Mogwai
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
Electric Six
And then a couple weeks later(without looking at my previous name), filled this out:
Ani DiFranco
Low
Emperor X
Tori Amos
Hold Steady, The
Eager Got Agitated
Aesop Rock
Verve Pipe, The
Incubus
Cat Power
T.V. on the Radio
Outrageous Cherry
Regina Spektor
Iron & Wine
Alanis Morrisette
Radiohead
Underoath
Death Cab For Cutie
Depeche Mode
Have you ___________ this summer 2005? SURVEY
Had a party?: I co-hosted Mikie’s birthday party, if that counts.
Gone to a party?: Durrr..
Spent the night with someone?: Of course.
Laughed until your stomach hurt?: Sure.
Laughed until you almost peed your pants?: Probably.
Gone on a vacation?: Sort of.
Tanned?: Only my upper body. My legs are still wicked pasty.
Went to a camp?: Mhmm.
Swam?: Once.
Went to the movies?: Once.
Gone shopping?: Oh yeah.
Had a job?: Target and grandpa.
Gotten freakishly bored?: Story of my fucking life.
Have you gotten sun burned yet?: A couple times.
Made a bonfire?: I wish.
Been outside during a lightning storm?: Probably.
Been to another state?: Nope.
Been to another country?: Nope.
Changed something about your appearance?: I dyed my hair, but that’s nothing new.
Been to the hospital with an injury?: Nope
Committed a crime/broken the law? Probably.
Gone on a road trip?: Rochester?
Been to a concert?: Nope.
Been in trouble with the cops/parents: Parents, I’m sure.
Had a memorable moment?: Uhhh..
Had a horrible moment?: Most definitely.
Made new friends?: Very many!
Missed a friend?: Definitely.
Slept under the stars?: I wish.
Thought about school?: Not so much.
Been to the beach?: Gah. Thank god, no.
Thought about a special someone?: Mmmm.
1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?
My hair.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
A dollar and change.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?
Best.
4. Favorite Plant?
I haven’t one.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
Michael Anna.
6.What is your main ring tone on your phone?
“Gravity Rides Everything” by Modest Mouse.
7. What shirt are you wearing?
My yellow v-neck that says “love is not enough”.
8. Do you "label" yourself?
Never. Unless I’m calling myself a loser or a moron.
9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing?
No shoes today, sir.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
Dark room. Durrrrr..
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
She’s one bitchin’ babe.
12. Ever "spilled the beans"?
Who hasn’t?
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Ridin’ in Aunt Jemima.
14. What do the first two words of the last text message that you got say?
“Do you..”
15. Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners?
Helllll no.
16. What's a saying that you say a lot?
“Peace out, girl scout.”
17. Who told you they loved you last?
Probably Mikie.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
Probably some rug at Target.
19. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
None. L
20. Favorite age you have been so far?
Thirteen was pretty fucking sweet.
21. Your worst enemy?
Food.. Garf.
22. What is your current desk top picture?
23. What was the last thing you said to someone?
“No.” (in response to my brother’s inquiry as to whether or not I fed the dogs this morning)
24. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to erase all of your regrets, what would you choose?
I’ll take the money.
25. What car do you drive?
A navy Subaru Legacy. It’s my mother’s. Sometimes, I cruise around in Aunt Jemima, Mikie’s green Dodge Caravan.
26. What's the coolest thing you did with your car?
Blessed it with the presence of Sheldon, an air-freshening shark, which my mother took down.
27. Whats your best feature?
Eyes? I’m partial to my feet, but not a lot of people like feet.
Last but not least...
Why does
w_g_b keep posting images in their journal?! I keep telling them I'm on a modem! I'm going to unfriend them to teach them a lesson!!!!!!!!!!
I am so annoyed! I am totally going to ban
battousairegret from commenting in my LJ for what they said about
rwaries!!!!
I am so scared! I was supposed to get together with folks this afternoon but I don't want to anymore. I'm so tired of seeing the same people.
And also dad was totally unfair to me the other day and now now I can't go to the mall with
thedrappaervarg :-(.
Oh yeah.
travisdemello told me that
01010011 told people that I got caught talking to
_polyethylene and talking crap about
battousairegret.
Oh and it's so not fair that I have Sunday off but nobody wants to do anything :-(. I'll just sit home alone and write poems about death.
This entry automatically generated by the
LJ Drama Generator!
Bye now.
Alethea.