Comments | _seraphima_: It's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high

_seraphima_

It's been awhile, since I could hold my head up high

Jan 14, 2009 00:13

I am so tired of being fucked with.

As nice as I'm trying to be about this whole mess, I still feel like I can never forgive her. And I don't care if the animosity I have holed up inside destroys me. I really can't be bothered.

I worked my ass off to make something of myself. I agreed to come live here under the pretense that it would be simpler in ( Read more... )

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adonisxxlamia January 15 2009, 20:38:09 UTC

adonisxxlamia January 15 2009, 20:49:21 UTC

Although I honestly can't comfort you in how you are feeling right now, because I have never been in the situation that you are in right now, I can tell you that I am feeling helpless and deathly afraid of graduating and going to college. I don't think that I am ready and I feel as if I will just fail at anything and everything. My dad wanted me to appy to places like Yale, and I told him that I was not going to waste money on applying there because I would never be out of debt and I would never get in, but he is pissed anyway. I am constantly working and everyone wants to know why I have no free time. They act like I'm lying about being busy. I feel like this year is going by too quickly and as the seconds just tick away, I am panicing more and more. So, I know I have no business in telling you that you should think positive and you should do "this" it will help, but I can at least tell you that I am feeling some of the things that you sound like you are feeling and that I wish I was there with you so that I could somehow help you ( ... )

_seraphima_ January 20 2009, 01:21:06 UTC

Imouto-chan ( ... )

adonisxxlamia January 20 2009, 02:22:59 UTC

lol I know we need to get together like now!!XJDFIKHASDLIfh. AND NO. NO ONE LIVES THERE SO YOU NEED TO MOVE BACK IN NOW. >_

_seraphima_ January 21 2009, 19:14:00 UTC

Clearly! Alright, next break from school...Spring perhaps? Or the next long weekend I get, we should definitely do some sort of all-night anime/music video viewing bonanza! Have you heard of Scrapped Princess, it's so cute!!!

And FYE is having a half off in some places 'cause they're closing! Anime stuff included!

Bah, what an awesome stress reliever! *munches on Pocky*

B.