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Hey guys,
I have got a whole lot of horrible things to talk about. But I won't.. because I can see the silver lining. There is a first time for everything eh? :-)
So.. yeah.. There is a lot lot lot of bad going on. For the most part you all know what it is. Grandpa and work stress and the rest of it.. I miss my grandpa more than anything but he is going to be alright and so am I. He loved me no.. he loves me.. thats all that matters. Work.. thats always stressful.. I'm thinking about waitressing at the olive garden after I turn 18. I know its waitressing again and it didn't work at blakes.. but I'm thinking I need the change and its a pretty cool place.. plus I'll always be busy lol. So on top of that I managed to lose my most prized.. relationship. But even that is okay because I haven't lost him. I think that a friendship will be even better than being together for now. You don't grow much as a person in a relationship, you do most of that on your own. I guess its time for us to grow and some of it will most certainly be together in a much different sense. Plus I've still got my chem lab partner.. thats got to be the best thing ever. I mean.. no one can ever ever EVER even come close to replacing my Mlolopoly and all of the fun we had. But he will be the best in all of his own ways. <3.. I really thought that I had hit rock bottom. Then I lost a little more and it just goes to show that things can always get a little worse. And even when more was gone.. granted it took a little thought but It isn't so bad. Especially because now.. I can only go up. That was supposed to be happy sounding.. It makes me happy to think it. Never know what the future is going to bring.. maybe this is the beginning of an amazing 'movie moment'. <3
I think that next monday or next friday or something chelcie ashley mariah and I are going to cannobie! I get to take Joans van.. as soon as I ask of course lol. We should have a good time. It will be awesome.. our all girls summer trip ;-).. <3 the little people lol.
Sometime in september I'm going camping with mariah and her mommy and Amy.. I think.. that should be a good time. I haven't been camping in a while. I miss it like crazy.
So I think I'm going to take up running. I went for a run with chelcie the other day.. it was good fun. I'm a little out of shape though, but that shouldn't take more than a week or so to fix. Daddy is going to play raquettball with me!! I am wicked excited. He showed me the place the other day and we're going to make reservations for a court soon. Oh, that man is so good to me. Oy, i'm such a daddys girl :-) I love love love it.
I think that over April vacation (*yeah I know its far away*) Mariah and I are going to visit my uncle in Colorado and we're gonna buy prom dresses out there.. HA! No one better have the same ones lol. Iunno if thats gonna really happen but we're hoping to. Isn't is scary that we're going to be seniors! I think so.. I'm actually looking forward to it. It should be a good year.. the last of them. Then its off to Connecticut.. hopefully! But lets not talk about that for now.
~Ben.. sorry about the calling God a cold cold person.~
I got mad at mom and told her I didn't believe in God the other night. I think that was a very bad thing to say.
Kelly and William and the newly concieved one are comming up today as well as Lou, Eric and Elise. They're all comming up at different times and dad is very bust making ribs.. (*the family's absolute favorite*) 3 racks.. on his new grill that he adores lol.. crazy guy.
The other day I read this amazing book. It's called 'Just like that' short easy read but its pretty meaningful. Its fun. The guy who the girl met was too young and stuff. But in the end as I'm sure you could have guessed.. after like 5 years passed, she met his sister somewhere and then she got to talk to him again and it kinda left you hanging at the end. But I'm pretty sure that she gets back with him and its all good.. I thought I should share that..
The new book is about a little jewish kid writing to some jerk baseball player in the 1940's. Sounds silly.. but its pretty good so far. Kinda cynical humor but something you can relate to I guess. That one is called 'Last days of summer' for those who care a little ;-).
Sry about the book babble.
I bought my favorite movie ever the other day, Meet Joe Black. I saw it for $7.50 I couldn't resist it. I watched it for the first time in like a year and OMG I wanted to watch it again right after lol. I guess it is a good 'investment'.
Okay.. I think that I am done boring you people who just can't stop reading something until it ends ;-).. moll.. <3
I Love You all, Always and Forever Yours in one way or another,
<3~*Me*~E> (*I know it doesn't work, get over it*)