murrrrry christmas!

I've been in an extremely sour mood these past couple of days. Too many things on my mind.. no one to really talk to. No one has time to REALLY listen. It's always just work. Which I don't mind, but I need a break from EVERYTHING & EVERYONE. Sorry, I know I shoud be cheery since Christmas is just right around the corner, but I'm not. I am excited ( Read more... )

yesterday, it was snowing like crazy. I was suppose to work 3-11. I got to work around 3:30 though & they ended up closing the mall at 7, but I still got paid until 11 :D ! That was pretty exciting, hahahhah ( Read more... )

i am so tired right now. i've been working like crazy, on my feet all day! I can't even complain though because this is what I've been asking for, eh?

i really have to thank my baby because after a long day of work last night he gave me a 30 minute full body massage from head to toe. i know you're jealous!

i've been in such a slump. mentally i'm drained. I've also been super emotional lately.. i don't know what's going on with me...

Besides that, I have good news.. my job is finally starting to give me more hours.. remember when I told you about those on-call shifts? well, now I'm down to only have one on-call shift a week. finally! I was just ( Read more... )

why are relationships so complex?

why can't they be cut & dry: he loves me, i love him, we're happy.

sometimes, i make things harder than they need to be. sometimes he does.

Ook, so yesterday i was at work censoring clothes and such. stand towards the front of the store to keep and eye out for shop lifters and watching thre register ( Read more... )

i went to see Gothika last night with an old friend. I must give this movie good reviews. It scared the shit out of me; i even scream a couple of times, ha. A lot of people told me they didn't think it was scary, so I guess I'm just scared of everything (which I am). Anyways, the movie plot and how it all came together was lovely. We snuked our way ( Read more... )

ok, so it's like 1 something in the morning and I'm on the computer. This was last night by the way. So my phone starts ringing and it's Tyree (remember he was in NY for thanksgiving?).. well the conversation went something like this..

him: hey baby
me: heeey!
him: I'm at my aunt's house in jersey, I was about to come home, but I was looking at ( Read more... )

my job is really REALLY starting to piss me off. They hired me for holiday help and I feel like I don't even work there at all. I really need the money. I can't stress that enough. I owe both my parents so much money, plus I need money to eat, gas, and Christmas is coming up. I'm getting so frustrated.

They have this shift that is called On-Call, ( Read more... )