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:::PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT:::
I never actually made this official but I figured I would because people continue to do it anyways; So to everyone: I'M GIVING YOU ALL AN OPEN INVITATION TO BREAK MY HEART.
For example;
--;tell me you love me, but dont really mean it, please. honestly, who ACTUALLY loves people these days anyhow.
--;trick me into thinking that everything is okay. but then tell me that you lied from the start and let me cry and think about what the hell my problem is, because it is definetly not your problem.
--;kiss me and let it mean nothing to you. but let it mean everything to me. i love it when you lie like that.
--;assume that i know we broke up. in fact, don't tell me at all. just wait for my friend to call you and ask how things are going between us. don't you just all love little surprises like that? you fuck.
--;tell me one day that i mean everything to you. then deny that we ever went out in the first place. aww, i love you too... but uhm.. you're kind of stepping on my heart..
--;be a jerk to all of my best friends. then i'll be heart broken as i tell you that my friends always come before my guy.
--;get my hopes up. then just tell me that i am the worst person you have ever met. then give me a tissue so i can go cry in my room.
--;tell my friend that you're going to dump me. then don't. then when i'm sure you were kidding, you can cut me. thank you, you bastard. i really do enjoy this. even more then you do.
--;dance with me. then when i care about you and we have a "song", it will be harder when we break up, so i can sob everytime i hear it. and i can be sure that i am a horrible person for missing you so much.
--;tell me you want to spend the rest of your life with me. then dump me. and i can tell you i'm sorry for everything i've done wrong. then cry some more.
--;go out with me for a day or two. then decide that i'm not the one for you.
--;be my boyfriend and then forget about me and go out with someone else. i love how that works out
--;publicly announce what girls are hot when i'm around and you just dumped me. i like to think that i'm not good enough for you.
Basically, this entry is just to let you know that my heart is yours to break, to step on, to eat and throw back up. I'm yours for the taking. And please, please, please, never go easy on me. Because breaking my heart gently, just isnt the same. I like the feeling of it being torn right from my chest. Even if you already have, i insist that you fuck with my emotions at least once more. <3
please comment and let me know when you would like to break my heart.