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[_shanaynay_]

I feel:

lonely
sad
scared
nervous
fat
depressed
longing
wishing
blank
stressed
lazy
menlacholy
indescribable
pessmisitc
restless
sore

this is so hard. i dont want to be here. but i dont want to be home. i dont really want to attend tech (then again, i don't want to attend OU either...or any other school), but I want to be there most of all. with you. it's the

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if YOU are fat, i'm obese so shush!

[knafayim]

i can relate...very much

[anonymous]

i know that i'm pretty far away, and i know i'm not ben, but there's a thing called a phone and this other thing i'm always on called AIM...and if you ever need to just let it out, you can call me anytime or IM me. i might be in class but i'll call you right back. i love you so much allison and i hope that this will just be a down phase. things will get better...
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