This is what I'm feeling. this is why I don't call. Why I'm never on most of these tools of the net.
I feel depleted, I miss you and others... but I just decide not to make contact because I'm just a shell with nothing substantial to offer. Associating with those cherished few from my past... makes my stomach turn, because the idea of tainting those wonderful old memories with new empty ones is to much to handle.
I think one day we'll both snap out of it. I do miss you and I always keep you in my thoughts.
I love you and I miss you and I desperately miss going out for coffee with you and talking for hours while smoking entire packs of cigarettes and pissing time away. I hate that you say that you have no friends because it makes me feel as if I've lost one of my very best ones without even knowing it, and though we're both very busy people, I like to think that I still mean as much to you as you do to me. Life has changed drastically for both of us, but I'd like to think we still have room for each other.
I love you and I will forever be your crying shoulder, though I will always hope that you aren't in need of one.
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I feel depleted, I miss you and others... but I just decide not to make contact because I'm just a shell with nothing substantial to offer. Associating with those cherished few from my past... makes my stomach turn, because the idea of tainting those wonderful old memories with new empty ones is to much to handle.
I think one day we'll both snap out of it. I do miss you and I always keep you in my thoughts.
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I love you and I will forever be your crying shoulder, though I will always hope that you aren't in need of one.
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