Gracefull Pain

Feb 11, 2004 21:27

This was expiramental, and to be honest, I don't like how it turned out. It's kind of a journal entry for Grace Polk...


-Gracefull Pain-

+ So I decided to keep a journal. Big deal, I could have done worse. Alot has gone on latley that I'd rather not share with anyone, so, yeah that's where this blank white paper comes in.
+ Girardi and Rove are constantly moping around. The trio isn't itself. Why do they do it to themselves? It's not like their fooling anyone... we all know they'd rather spend chemistry together in the locker room.
+ Geek boy... I mean Luke, he's dating Glyniss now. They make an interesting couple. Would make for a great movie; "Nerds In Love"
+ Alll I do latley is complain. Not that I don't want to be happy, but you can't choose your feelings, right? Don't get me wrong, life was great... until they turned me upside down and forced me to breath. Damn them unskilled nurses. Since then it's been a slow death. I suppose I'm lucky to have the friends I do, but at the same time blind for letting go what I had. He liked me you know... Luke Girardi... it's always been kind of aparent. No guy ever liked me that way. I had alot of fun with Luke, even kissed him once, but only to prove a point... he was my crash test dummy. I guess in a way I did what Girardi did, let the guy go. But I had better reasoning, I'm sure. After Ethan, I'm not sure I can trust a guy. I dont mean the whole 'break my heart' high school 'he cheated on me' crap either. I dont care about that. When Ethan... took advantage, to put it simply... my world changed. I haven't even told Rove.
+ Maybe I like Luke because he seems safe. I can't explain.
+ Life is hard but worth living. Everyday in Arcadia has a story to be told, and a person to piss off.

+ Grace +

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