THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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Crashed on the floor when I moved in ( Read more... )

GAH! I'm already in trouble with my grades and it's not fucking October yet. Oh well... focusfocusfocus is what i need to do. hell, it's what i want to do. but at the same time i'm not motivated at all, and i really don't give a damn if i ever really go to college. i just want to have fun right now. and i'm feeling all this pressure for everyone ( Read more... )

Bah. Did you know that school is bullshit? yeah, me too. I'm sick of it, but I guess there is nothing that I can really do. It's not like this is my last year of school, so might as well think of this as like... 8th grade for grown ups? I don't know. That doesn't work. I won't be grown up for like 50 years right? Yeah, thats it ( Read more... )

I have to make a pirate costume by saturday night.
and I'm broke.

Any Ideas?

confusion confusion.

Next Saturday, I will either have things in line, or things will be out of control. I can't wait.

I'm done worrying about what other people are thinking of me. donedonedone.

I miss the cuddles and the kisses. but soon that will be all over..

Why is life so hard to understand ( Read more... )

I am so pissed off right now ( Read more... )

Football games are waaaay cool this year. not.

So i've been thinking. I did a really dumb thing. i guess i've been doing a really dumb thing lately. oh well.

i think i agreed to go to homecoming with chris. waaaay early. oh well. that might just be how it goes anyways.

tired. need rest. thinking about calling taisey tomarrow. maybe not.

I'm really not into school this year. REALLY not into it. I just can't focus on anything. At all. Oh well. I guess I'd better buckle down and just do this. Even my doctor was lecturing me today about my GPA. I know it's not steller, but it could be worse... but I won't let it be. I want to go to college, and I want to throw. I guess that's where ( Read more... )