GAH HE WASN'T AT SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS SOOO SAD...gah o well ( Read more... )

Today was VERY boring. I hardly saw Larry and everyone says i wasnt very obsessive, which is kind of good. Well Larry was wearing a yellow shirt just like everyone else in the school! GAH evertime i saw yellow i looked but it was someone else. Brennan and Amanda got to see him sleep under the desk today. I am so jealous. I am so blah right now its

Today stareted out with me dreading spanish as usual...it seemed like i was counting down the minutes then the bell FINALLY rang! YAY. Well I wasnt sure if i wanted to go to the ECON room or not, i was nervous, i didnt want to see anything i didnt like...la chien. So shannon MADE me go, i walked in and saw him! yay...lol. well i went to shannon's ( Read more... )

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO TALK TO HIM EVEN MORE THAN I DID! I AM JUST A WIMP! I WISH I HAD THE COURAGE, TO TAKE THE CHANCE, I MEAN ITS JUST A GUY RIGHT??? I HATE MY SELF FOR LIKING HIM SO MUCH, BUT I LOVE LIKING HIM, I AM SO MESSED UP. I SHOULD JUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!! I DONT LIKE MYSELF, I HAVE NEVER LIKED A GUY THIS MUCH (HOW SAD) OR OF HIS LETS ( Read more... )

Everyone wants me to talk to Larry again...I dont know what to say....LOL. They say i should wave..but should i..? I am such a wimp! GRRRR ( Read more... )

I AM SOOO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!! Today I made a huge step in my crazy life! Here is da story: (har har read it ( Read more... )

HOLA! I want to go back to school cuz i miss staring at Larry. I know thats sad huh?
Gawd I am obsessive. BUT I MISS HIM! I really need to talk to him, or find a new man, but who is there besides Larry? NO ONE!

LARRY I MISS YOU! (again like you are reading this or know you are larry.)

LOL i am actually writing! I am so happy its winter break. Christmas went by too fast tho. I got the Justin Timberlake CD yay! I am sad cuz I dont have psp anymore. I think i'm gonna try and get it tonight, i really took it for granted. I mean i want a new LJ pic, but i cant make one, thats the same as buddy icons and avators. grrrr. more later.

Last night i was on aim writing story with brennan, when the thing that asked if i would accept a messege from someone off my buddy list popped up. I accepted like alwats, and asked who it was. The person wouldn't tell me then funally said it was Larry (the person used his real name of course) I about had a heart attack, and reached for the paper ( Read more... )

Sorry for my lack of updating ( Read more... )