RAINBOWS!!! hahaha. i'm sorry. that was just greatly amusing.
anyway, i understand what you're saying about wanting more than just the obsession. that's what usually gets me down. i'll start thinking that i want more than that, but when i do, i realize that i won't be me if i do. so it's like a lose-lose situation. haha. i don't know how to be happy with myself. ::sigh:: but we'll hang out this summer and i'll take you out to places for adventures when/if i get a car, k? ^_^ we'll have tons of fun and get you all the adventures you want. ^.- hahaha.
RAINBOWS!!! Sorry... I was thinking of the Kitto Daijoubu PV... ^_^
It's kinda getting me down... it's more making me serious. And... rather unhappy with myself also. I don't know how to stay who I am and branch out... I don't know which direction to go in, because nothing really interests me... and how many people in Japan are just gonna wanna hear about their music industry? ::sigh:: I need to find something that is interesting.... but what?
And yay for adventures!!! Wheee... Plus, we're gonna see HYDE!!!! Kyaa!!! >.
yea. i went through the same feelings so many times this year. but honestly, very few things interest me anymore. at least, very few things can interest me long enough for me to actually learn about it. blaaah. but we can so use the music industry as a tie-in to all things pop culture, cuz it can lead to other parts of media, like tv, movies, fashion, etc. hahaha. ::trying to make myself feel better:: hahaha.
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anyway, i understand what you're saying about wanting more than just the obsession. that's what usually gets me down. i'll start thinking that i want more than that, but when i do, i realize that i won't be me if i do. so it's like a lose-lose situation. haha. i don't know how to be happy with myself. ::sigh:: but we'll hang out this summer and i'll take you out to places for adventures when/if i get a car, k? ^_^ we'll have tons of fun and get you all the adventures you want. ^.- hahaha.
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It's kinda getting me down... it's more making me serious. And... rather unhappy with myself also. I don't know how to stay who I am and branch out... I don't know which direction to go in, because nothing really interests me... and how many people in Japan are just gonna wanna hear about their music industry? ::sigh:: I need to find something that is interesting.... but what?
And yay for adventures!!! Wheee... Plus, we're gonna see HYDE!!!! Kyaa!!! >.
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