i was told by a new a friend that i'm going through a mid-life crisis and it sorta makes sense
i've never been so confused in my entire life if what i want... i just dont know what i want out of anything
i feel like im waiting to start my life, so i dont know what im trying to do inbetween
so  in the mean time i guess i'll just get ddrunnnnnk see ya

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love was such an easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
o i believe in yesterday

im soo confused

let's see 
alex, karina, michelle, adam, and my mom have called in sick on behalf of me
within the last two weeks
oo and michelle called in and quit for me too
i have amazing friends
and im such a pussy about calling in

karina
michelle
kailynn
... as good as it gets

sometimes it's more important to do what will make everyone else happy...
at least then you won't have to hear them bitch

change change changes
think.believe. universe makes happen
the law of attraction
the secret
happiness

we must be the change we wish to see in the world

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
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i miss...
laughing with you about who knows what for hours 
assuming we were going to lunch
talking at night 
telling someone about my day 
hearing crazy college stories
smiling at night thinking of you in bed
feeling warm inside
being up to date on the movies
holding hands in the car
falling asleep on my couch
get the cutest text messages ever
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You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
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