Rant & Vent...Thats All I Do
i realized today that this summer officially sucks. my friends are 45 minutes away, and are all doing things without me. i've missed numerous BBQ'S, day trips, movie nights, shopping, beaches, < godddd, the list goes on. sure, im in weirs beach and should be having fun, blah blah blah. NO! its the opposite of fun. do you know how hard it is to be aaway from everyone, not only in the summer, but all year round? let me tell you. IT'S VERY HARD. the last time i saw Maggie was in MAY. the last time i saw Pat...JANUARY, the last time i saw pretty much ANYONE else...ummm. MAY 23rd i believe. Ya, so i have a job and i work everyday, and its cool cuz im outside and near the water, yadda yadda yadda. but i would give anything to be able to spend time with the people that matter. Valerie called on Saturday to see if i could come to her house for a BBQ thing on Sunday, i was sooo excited cuz i was supposed to have the day off, but my manager called Sunday morning and told me that i needed to work. now i find out that Max was there. not like it's a big deal or anything, but i do miss him. very much, more then i thought i ever would. i mean, ya, im happy that he's got a new girl and all that, but it would be nice to see him once in awhile, even if things will never be how they were. he just makes me so happy, and he always listens and he's such a good friend, and i'm gunna stop now cuz he's probably gunna read this and think im obsessed...anyway
i DO have my co-workers to hang out with, theyre all pretty awesome. and Nate and i have become very close. a little Too close according to Amy. whatever...
And to clear everything up, Aaron and i are going through some rough times right now. and we're trying to work things out. so leave me alone about it
i guess im done venting now, i really have so much more to say but im too frustrated to type anymore.