All the things you do keep driving me insane... yet, I keep wanting to wait for you because I know in the end, it'll be worth it.
You tell me you don't want to stop talking to me, and you'll always be here for me and that you'll always be my friend.... but what if I want more, and just friends doens't cut it?

You say that maybe in the future there's ( Read more... )

What a fucking joke this weekend was.   Like, honestly.   Who was I kidding when I thought it was going to be the "best weekend" ever?  Ha ha ha.  Yeah fucking right.  Good one, Rachel.  
So yeah, we DID hang out on Friday and go to the movies.   We did see eachother.   But for what, 2 hours?  Big freaking deal.   It was as though it was our first ( Read more... )

We just got off the phone.   He's coming home tomorrow.  Tomorrow.   I can't believe it, a week has passed and he's going to be here.  Tomorrow.  Ohmigosh.
And what's even better, we're hanging out when I get out of work.   I'm like, on a high.   When we got off the phone, I practically ran through the house screaming and jumping.  THAT'S how ( Read more... )

Please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cause I cant read your rolling eyes..

 He might be coming home this weekend.  THIS WEEKEND.

I'm ecstatic.

It's amazing; earlier today I was so depressed I couldn't take it, and I wanted to drop out of school and run away.   Now, after calling Tim & talking to him on the phone, I know theres hope.   There's a chance for something more.

He got my letter.  Pictures and all.  He said ( Read more... )

And I almost had you ( Read more... )

I found these lyrics on lyric community. They are SO perfect. ♥

I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow
Please be 'home' tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?Please. I'll do anything ( Read more... )

 
Well.   Life is..... interesting, to say the least.

I'm finally starting to meet people at school and it's actually not as bad as I thought. [minus the fact that everywhere I turn is a JHS graduate.  But eh, whatever.]   I'm not dreading the fact that I chose a community college anymore.. because it's right here, and the people are nice from what ( Read more... )

Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to god they can fly. Because otherwise, you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the hell did I jump? But here I am, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you.

♥

 
Um, so these past few days have been really hard for me.   I'm going crazy wanting to see him, missing him.   I think about him all the time, and I think about what could be, and should be.

This is killing me - he's killing me.  One day everything seems so great and he seems so interested and the next day it's as though we're just... ugh.... " ( Read more... )