hmmm so much on my mind lately. like school, college, jack, friends, family, myself, drivers ed, work,etc ( Read more... )

my days go from good to horrible once i get home. does anyone else experience this as well? i'm starting to understand why people do bad things like smoke, run away, do drugs, drink alot, etc. the everyday stresses of life can be too much to handle ( Read more... )

things aren't always what they seem to be.
this is just a trip of the imagination.

oh my this weekend was wonderful.

friday--
after school went to the mall with jack. i'm pretty sure we hit all the esclators in briarwood. in von maur, mary & i tried to hide from him, but he caught us everytime. i got some fabulous sugar scrub from bath & body works ( Read more... )

i tried to be perfect; but nothing was worth it.

so my birthday was fabulous mainly because of this wonderful boy 

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happy birthday to me =]

stress ( Read more... )

try to name one thing you like
you used to have such a longer list
and light you never had to look for it
but now it's so easy to second guess everything you do

i don't know why i'm being like this.

dear winter,

pleeaaase go away.

sincerely, chelsie.

I dreamt of a fever,
one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.
with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons
as to carry on

i'm deff. ready for it to be summer. or at least spring.

so work last night was ehhh. i ended up having to clock out early because i started feeling really sick & dizzy; came home & found out i had ( Read more... )

love rhymes with pity now <3

it was a wonderful weekend. i'm sad its over with. i'm happy for second semster though,  i really like all of my teachers but don't care too much for some of the people in them. alot of them are the boys who used to tease me in middle school & sadly; they haven't grown up. i have lunch with jack which is pretty sweet ( Read more... )