so it will all be okay ( Read more... )

so i have alot to think about ; maybe i'll post my realizations later ( Read more... )

looks like i'm not going to the party
don't have a coustume.
apparently i'm just a bad person all around.

so last night went to the rocky horror picture show with amber & missy and met up with alex & rachel.  all of us were dressed skanky lmao. i wore a tiny black dress, fishnets, black heels, dark make-up and messy tossled hair. oh it was so much fun. the boy with red hair =] lol. we can do the timewarp now! & now were not virgins of the show now that ( Read more... )

today was better.
got an A on my geometry test =]
also got that retake done in history.
that took alot of stress off me.
its coming up to the end of the marking peroid
i hope i get good grades this year
i let myself slip last year
it can't happen again.
i'm learning to not let the little things bother me.
somehow things work themselves out.
♥

i really want to be happy with myself.
but im missing this thing called a self-esteem.
i had one for a while
then it faded like a mirage.
i think its funny when people
talk behind my back and say im stuck up.
ha, how could i be stuck up?
i have the lowest self esteem ever!
whateverdid pretty much nothing today ( Read more... )

everythings changing

& i can't handle it.

so in the end it all sucks.

i've lost a friend and i don't really understand what i did wrong. i feel like i don't click with any of my other friends anymore. i am unhappy with myself. someone please tell me what it is im doing so wrong because i seem to be messing up with anything.

i hope your happyi'd say i'm sorry if you'd even give me a ( Read more... )

came home sick today.
felt dizzy & could not concentrate
theres been so much on my mind lately
i can't seem to think clearly at all
i want to feel better and have fun
i'm tired of feeling sad & lonely.
i'm so lost.

i know its time for a change.

so i give up.

i've been tagged twice ( Read more... )