I suck at making deicions.

Away or home? is it that fricken hard?

I dont have emotions about anywhere i want to go i just say eh....

I mean i love new paltz but idk if i can see myself there....but the problem is i cant see myself anywhere.

Im attached to good old Centereach High School.

arg

I got into New Platzzz!

im so exicited

Im not dead. Im going away to college why cant you see that dad?

You dont want to put pressure on me to late asshole.

I kind of wish i didnt love you so much so this decision wouldn't be so hard.

Its not fair..

why must everything change if i go away....

fuck it.

i hate livjournal btw.......emo.

goooooooooodbye loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

lammy

hellooooo dieaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I kissed brian lynch.

thend

Waiting for heather to do her make up then back to school.

Still not in a good mood...

Drama is not going to be fun....

Boys suck.

theend.

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