who even reads this shite anymore?

[_sirenita_]

regardless, i have things i'd like to type as i spend another unsleepy night watching roseanne reruns and trying to detect the differences of meows and prrrrrrreows of vincent. what is he trying to tell me?

ok so update time. i'm going to ubc september 2nd - aug 8 to get my  B ed in art. yes. i'm gonna be a teacher. bonus.

will got a job he's excited

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[euginie]

hey life is pretty weird sometimes. I just found out another 3 of my friends are having babies and getting married, and another pair of my friends are TRYING to make a baby. (did you know tyson homan is going to be a daddy?) It makes me go, "hrmm... am I really at that point in my life?" im getting comments from family and friends, "hey when are you going to get married etc".I guess the only thing that will make me feel older is when i suddenly notice that hey all my friends stopped having babies and getting married... or im starting to notice that im going to a lot of funerals

[_sirenita_]

your life sounds fucking exciting, miss val.
i know rejection sucks, waiting sucks even more, but i really hope it will work out for you. honestly. what's this boys problem? do you live together? does he know how wonderful you are? sometimes you just have to tell them exactly what you want and they are happy to comply. totally worked for me. and they like to know you need them for something, that they are needed.

[euginie]

ahhh me to explain danny? to sum him up, he's incredibly crusty and abrasive with a really sweet gooey centre. He holds everyone at arms length and is socially retarded sometimes

[euginie]

yeah everyoen assumes me and will live together.
i mean i do live there every weekend but we're waiting a year till we move in together officially.

do what feels right for you. as long as he doesn't pressure you, demeean you, hurt you or make you feel stupid or unworthy, it's worth it to stick it out. does he make you happy? then stay with him.