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I pull these cards every time I do a reading lately:
You find yourself frustrated over your lack of achievement which has resulted from your excessive changeability. You are using psychological armor and defenses - afraid to reveal your true self and your real feelings. Take your time in any upcoming agreement before making your final decision. Prepare your mind for change - your lifestyle can be altered now, as changes occur that may turn the tide of affairs. You will experience a strong focus and directional clarity. You have become disturbed by a situation which has had a bad influence on you - your qualities have been altered as your natural energy has encountered obstacles and defeats. You have not lost your force - these experiences have helped you become tempered and more understanding of others.
You can now easily recognize the people who are inclined to be intolerant and strict in their manner - the people who could be opposing you. Remain receptive to indications of a disagreement or dispute and be the first to withdraw. Acknowledge when you are feeling uneasy and be sure that all the facts are correct. Accept that you need never allow anyone to be overly aggressive with you. You may now face the dynamic part of your "inner" assertive nature - allow yourself to "feel" your determination and apply your inspired vision without holding back in any way.
Uncentered, out of touch, erratic and misguided with distorted beliefs. No belief in the spiritual level or an addiction to the spiritual level.
Questions to Answer: How are you expressing your sense of self? How are you using your decision-making and leadership abilities? Who is controlling the situation? Who do you admire for their sense of self?
and
Look at the beliefs that are causing you stress and hanging you up. To get rid of a limiting belief - create a new, opposing picture in your mind - affirm that the belief is not a reality, then generate the opposite emotion. This opposing picture will differ from the picture your physical senses are reporting to you and it is precisely in this area that change is required.
Your inability to get free of social pressures is caused when you do what other people expect or demand of you, rather than listening to your "inner" Self. Your awareness of life becomes secondary and never a direct experience. When you fear change and fight your "inner" self by accepting your environment and circumstances - you become preoccupied with material matters and refuse to accept that there is more to life than the practical, rational world. Suspend your judgments, even your expectations if you hope to receive higher knowledge - be willing now to make your mind a clear, reflective vessel.
Accept your reality - you can not deny who you are - your own "ego" has created these "false" securities. Surrendering to your reality opens the doorway to a new and "better" reality. Trust your abilities, build your plans and accept that outward appearances do not always present a true picture. Seek the "inner" light - the stability that will never change. Use your intuition and you will be able to perceive directly what is going on. You will understand that everything is working for you. You need nothing at all to complete who you are - you are always free to love and experience love, because you no longer need to cling to people or be jealous of them - you now realize that you are complete "with" or without them.
Introverted personality. Clinging to the past. Attachment. Immaturity. Refusal to accept responsibility. Selfishness. Emotional suspension, anxiety, guilt. A traitor - one who has turned his back to friends and loved ones and in effect on himself in the process.
god.
can I please just let myself fuck up for a while longer??
Can I blame this ego bullshit on my culture's obsession with boxes or do I have to give it reason to stuff me inside of them?
You find yourself frustrated over your lack of achievement which has resulted from your excessive changeability. You are using psychological armor and defenses - afraid to reveal your true self and your real feelings. Take your time in any upcoming agreement before making your final decision. Prepare your mind for change - your lifestyle can be altered now, as changes occur that may turn the tide of affairs. You will experience a strong focus and directional clarity. You have become disturbed by a situation which has had a bad influence on you - your qualities have been altered as your natural energy has encountered obstacles and defeats. You have not lost your force - these experiences have helped you become tempered and more understanding of others.
You can now easily recognize the people who are inclined to be intolerant and strict in their manner - the people who could be opposing you. Remain receptive to indications of a disagreement or dispute and be the first to withdraw. Acknowledge when you are feeling uneasy and be sure that all the facts are correct. Accept that you need never allow anyone to be overly aggressive with you. You may now face the dynamic part of your "inner" assertive nature - allow yourself to "feel" your determination and apply your inspired vision without holding back in any way.
Uncentered, out of touch, erratic and misguided with distorted beliefs. No belief in the spiritual level or an addiction to the spiritual level.
Questions to Answer: How are you expressing your sense of self? How are you using your decision-making and leadership abilities? Who is controlling the situation? Who do you admire for their sense of self?
and
Look at the beliefs that are causing you stress and hanging you up. To get rid of a limiting belief - create a new, opposing picture in your mind - affirm that the belief is not a reality, then generate the opposite emotion. This opposing picture will differ from the picture your physical senses are reporting to you and it is precisely in this area that change is required.
Your inability to get free of social pressures is caused when you do what other people expect or demand of you, rather than listening to your "inner" Self. Your awareness of life becomes secondary and never a direct experience. When you fear change and fight your "inner" self by accepting your environment and circumstances - you become preoccupied with material matters and refuse to accept that there is more to life than the practical, rational world. Suspend your judgments, even your expectations if you hope to receive higher knowledge - be willing now to make your mind a clear, reflective vessel.
Accept your reality - you can not deny who you are - your own "ego" has created these "false" securities. Surrendering to your reality opens the doorway to a new and "better" reality. Trust your abilities, build your plans and accept that outward appearances do not always present a true picture. Seek the "inner" light - the stability that will never change. Use your intuition and you will be able to perceive directly what is going on. You will understand that everything is working for you. You need nothing at all to complete who you are - you are always free to love and experience love, because you no longer need to cling to people or be jealous of them - you now realize that you are complete "with" or without them.
Introverted personality. Clinging to the past. Attachment. Immaturity. Refusal to accept responsibility. Selfishness. Emotional suspension, anxiety, guilt. A traitor - one who has turned his back to friends and loved ones and in effect on himself in the process.
god.
can I please just let myself fuck up for a while longer??
Can I blame this ego bullshit on my culture's obsession with boxes or do I have to give it reason to stuff me inside of them?