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[_skiptown_]

My little sister is moving here (as in New York and IN with me) in two weeks, boyfriend in tow. I'm looking forward to getting to know her again but scared of the inadequecy bullshit it's going to stir up in me. Why can't I just let her live her life and be happy things come so easily for her? I can totally accept myself alone as a mildly

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[misskelleen]

You have amazing talents that no one else does... remember that when you are with your sister ♥

[kelpgarden]

I used to feel that way about my sister. I don't anymore.

[supermisty]

I understand why you would compare yourself to your sister/feel competitive, I also get that you love her maybe more than you love anybody else in the world; and just think the everlovin' WORLD of her, and her early success is pretty amazing and daunting when you also have expectations and ambitions. BUT what you don't see, because you are you, viewing you from inside you, is how amazing and wonderful and clear YOU are; you just sell yourself all kinds of short, to yourself. You may not get the attention she gets, but that doesn't mean that you aren't right as rain and you are going to get your chance to shine, still. It's not a race. XOX

[lovexplsn]

i love you. i think you're amazing and i constantly aspire to your originality and authenticity. i hope that living together brings us closer and maybe makes you realize that things do not come as easily to me as you think. see you tomorrow, sister :)