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I have to be in New Bond Street at 10am tomorrow. But if it means I'll have a new job by the end of the month then I'm ok with it. £12k a year, not bad really. Fingers crossed?
Today after visiting my nan's grave, we went for lunch in Basildon. After scoffing my face with pizza mum decided to inform me "you've put on so much weight since September." Thanks. Then as if to prove things further I found a really pretty dress, tried it on and it looked disgusting. "Well, this is what happens when you sit on your arse for four months Lauren." Those of you who know me well know why I eat like a pig- it's through boredom. But now it's made me paranoid because I've actually got gigs to look forward to, I'll be spending the whole time conscious of people looking at me with disgust because I'm so fat. Typical.
And another thing. I want to fall in love again. But do it properly this time, if you could ever "fall in love properly." You know, like actually date someone; timidly hold hands in a late night taxi, apprehensively buying flowers and sheepish glances over dinner, all that kinda stuff. Yes I know it won't ever happen truly, but if you can't hold out a little hope for these daydreams coming true... what the hell can you do?
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy
When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
Today after visiting my nan's grave, we went for lunch in Basildon. After scoffing my face with pizza mum decided to inform me "you've put on so much weight since September." Thanks. Then as if to prove things further I found a really pretty dress, tried it on and it looked disgusting. "Well, this is what happens when you sit on your arse for four months Lauren." Those of you who know me well know why I eat like a pig- it's through boredom. But now it's made me paranoid because I've actually got gigs to look forward to, I'll be spending the whole time conscious of people looking at me with disgust because I'm so fat. Typical.
And another thing. I want to fall in love again. But do it properly this time, if you could ever "fall in love properly." You know, like actually date someone; timidly hold hands in a late night taxi, apprehensively buying flowers and sheepish glances over dinner, all that kinda stuff. Yes I know it won't ever happen truly, but if you can't hold out a little hope for these daydreams coming true... what the hell can you do?
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy
When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.