ohh, i am such a girl. i just bawled while watching the series finale of sex in the city even though i have already seen it.in other saner parts of my life, i went to look at apartments today. she couldnt find the keys for the one i really wanted to see, i looked at a couple of other ones that i didnt like, so the search is still on. i hope i find ( Read more... )

i am 99% not satisfied with my self portrait that i knocked out in 45 minutes, the 1% of satisfaction only coming from the fact that i have something to turn in. the lighting from underneath was really bothering my eyes. ive realized that when i get tired my eyes just go out of focus. all by themselves. probably not good ( Read more... )

fuck it. i was going to work on my self portrait tonight, but i cant get comfortable or concentrate. we are supposed to be using dramatic lighting by having it come from beneath, but its really bothering my eyes, its making it too hard to draw. i'll probably end up leaving it to sunday night which wont be good ( Read more... )

wait. how did i end up staying up so late again? i didnt have any homework to do tonight. there is something wrong with this picture.

oh yes, it is because boys make me crazy. because they do.

help!

oh, p.s. dad is home, im very glad.

i cut my two favorite classes today, thats what happens when you stay up til 3 am cleaning and feel like shit. my nerves are completely shot, still, and i still don tknow anything. no one does ( Read more... )

its been a really long not fantasic day and i cant tell you what i would give to just be held right now.

on a good note, im registered for summer term and i had dinner with mike who i havent seen in forever.

i have to go clean now because they are showing my apartment tomorrow at noon. i'll probably be up all night.

leave me love, i could use

but first:

LILA YOU ROCK!!!

( yet another one )

i lack the ability to concentrate.

( anything to keep me from doing homework... )

1) My uncle once: got drunk at his high school reunion and paid me a bunch of money for babysitting even though he didnt need to give me anything ( Read more... )

ah the nights spent at toms apartment. never ever know whats gonna happen. but always have lots of fun. and get really wasted. im not really sure what to say about last night, i havent fully processed it myself. i just walked in the door a few minutes ago. this was the first time i didnt have to take off as soon as i woke up so i stayed and hung ( Read more... )