uuugh. boys are crazy. i dont know what i want. well i do, but i cant have it for some god foresaken reason. fuck it.

it pisses me off to see people hurting other people like this. i mean, dont you realize what youre doing? dont you see how selfish, mean, competitive, and thoughless your being? doesnt anyone take one second to look around, stop, and think, o my god im being such a piece of shit right now. i guess im just the kind of person that will think, "wow, ( Read more... )

wyoming was amazing. it always is. it was so sad to leave. i cried a lot on the first plane ride. richie made me feel better.

thursday:
+drove to saginaw with bridget & mindy (thanks girls)
+rode two planes and ended up in casper
+visited grandparents
+drove to hell's half acre and looked around for a couple hours
+drove up the mountain to look out point
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ok ive got too many things to do in too little amount of time, so im gonna organize my thoughts here.

today i work at 4 and then im going out to the cottage until wednesday when i have class at 2 and a test right after the class. that gives me from about 5 pm tunil 5 am to get all of the following done, except for the small things i can manage to ( Read more... )

so i decided im happy. i like my job and the people there. im having a good time being pseudo-single. i enjoy doing things by myself. like shopping and drinking coffee and walking around and laying out. richie and i had the best time just laying out on my blanket in the sun talking yesterday. it was awesome. i want things to be just how they are ( Read more... )

+ i had a good time going out with bridget and the peeps from work to the bar and the fire the other night ( Read more... )

richie and i are still on a break, tho we are doing better because he agreed to actually try instead of have me do all the work, which i am thankful for. in two weeks we fly to wyoming for five days for my moms wedding where we are going to do a duet in the wedding of tim mcgraw and faith hyill's "it;s your love" which i am nervous as hell for, but ( Read more... )

this weekend was pretty freakin fun. richie and i went to the cottage on sun and mon. i wanted to go out daturday, but low and behold i was at work for 11 hours til 1 in the morning, so that was a bad idea. on sun we drank a ton of beer and were out on the boat for a few hours. i went swimming in a deep spot and didnt get attacked by anything or ( Read more... )

im finally done with training! yay! i get to take my OWN tables tonight, but its in the lounge. i cant take restaurant tables til i pass my glossary test, menu test, and practical with jack, oh and beverage test. ugh. but all thats gonna wait til i get back from arizona with my baby and his family, which im gettin very excited for. hmm. i think ( Read more... )

so im working a banquet tonight, which is funny, since im not a banquet employ, nore am i trained with this ability. another funny thing is my boss is screwing me over. while everyone else makes 6.70 something or other for orientation, he only gives me 5.15. and when im spose to be making minimum wage for training, he actually gives me 3.39 like im ( Read more... )