this weekend blew chunks of shit, it left me completely depressed and unhappy with myself, i felt very cut off from the rest of the school at both the game, and the dance, i dont know any of these people, i dont really want to know them either, i feel like i am very past that stage of my life, the whole high school thing is done for me, im sick of ( Read more... )

i want to go to the dance, well acctualy no, i want to get dressed up, and get drunk, and go to an after party, but i dont like school dances, i dont have a date, and i dont really have any friends i can go with who dont have dates, whats a girl to do?

crunch chomp crunch, i just ate a bunch ( Read more... )

im not really sure whats going on right now, i just got this insane wave of apathy come over me and i want to do some crazy things before it washes away, i couldnt sleep at all last night but when i finally did i had a very strange dream

i deamt that i was going to go on this raft down this crazy long river and me an jon and erica for some reason ( Read more... )

i am so exhausted.......earthdance  was insane, and totally awsome, my brain feels like overcooked jello....

i cant think or work or function at all right now, but i am having wild bursts of intense inspiration so i guess coloring is what im gonna be doin for the next couple a days before i go to earthdance cuz goddamnit ive got festival fever ( Read more... )

you kill my cat, ill kill your dog

a lot of random things happened yesterday ( Read more... )

today was hella rad

i woke up to a nice morning toke, made breakfast, then my mom came home early, no problem, she was chill with it

then off to school for like 2 hours, shittyest part of the day but still awsome

up to the tree for some afternoon lounging and toking and munchieing

bbq an just chillin and yet more tokin in nikki's "park"  with some ( Read more... )

a great life this has been, and will be, let me start on a fantastic note, im going to be nakiid

im going to sleep naked (i acctually already do) im going to study naked, dance naked, swim naked, smoke naked, write naked, and everything else i can get away with naked, and i would love it if all of you would join me in my nakedness, and everyone is ( Read more... )