Comments | _social_retard_: I'm afraid of myself

_social_retard_

I'm afraid of myself

Apr 17, 2007 17:57

I feel pretty yucky right now. My tummy is all a rumble and my mind feels dull and hazy. Strange thoughts drift in and back out of my mind again like will-o-wisps, leaving just a memory of a memory in their wake. I feel strange as if i am not myself but a show of myself, a memory, or unfinished copy. The real me is trapped deep inside, behind bars ( Read more... )

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gynjii April 18 2007, 06:46:35 UTC

Everyone seems to be in a deep and negative philosophical mood tonight.. someone better start posting something happy before I freak out.

But seriously, I hope all is well. I think you need hugs. *HUGS*

_social_retard_ April 18 2007, 19:37:41 UTC

im okay im just openly exploring myself. I can do it so much better in writting.

gynjii April 18 2007, 20:00:36 UTC

ME TOO! If I try to ponder out loud, I just sound like a rambling fool.. lol.. when I write things down it's like, 'Huh. That was actually pretty articulate.. hmm!' lol... ^_^

_social_retard_ April 18 2007, 20:44:15 UTC

writing is a really good way to focus your thoughs. Exploring your subconcious is interesting stuff, though i wish i could write better. Maybe I should try painting. I find art works well for trying to bring across abstract subject matter.