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i am gradually stepping back from all of this crap. and it really is crap. the here and now are very important, especially after last week. its nothing personal.
things i am entirely sure of as of late:
-my friends are the best in the world.
-diners kick everyones ass with ease.
-people can change, or interpret things differently, and it is okay.
-not everyone i think matters really does.
-i dont need to figure everything out right now.
-my judge of character has been way off lately, but i am recalibrating.
-there is an emo kid in EVERYONE, and not scenester fad emo, like real emo.
-my dog is the best dog in the world.
-my car is the greatest with four wheels.
-i really love my dad.
-the internet is a huge waste of time.
-not everyone is worth the effort, but some really are.
i am very tired, overly exhausted, and stretched very thin. but i am loving it. i love how i feel right now, and have felt for the past few days. i love what i am doing (minus history class tomorrow morning.) and i love how it makes me feel. i feel independant, and free, and empowered.
and then i feel bad because right now so many people are going through so much. but i am not taking it back. never.
i want to feel like this forever.
things i am entirely sure of as of late:
-my friends are the best in the world.
-diners kick everyones ass with ease.
-people can change, or interpret things differently, and it is okay.
-not everyone i think matters really does.
-i dont need to figure everything out right now.
-my judge of character has been way off lately, but i am recalibrating.
-there is an emo kid in EVERYONE, and not scenester fad emo, like real emo.
-my dog is the best dog in the world.
-my car is the greatest with four wheels.
-i really love my dad.
-the internet is a huge waste of time.
-not everyone is worth the effort, but some really are.
i am very tired, overly exhausted, and stretched very thin. but i am loving it. i love how i feel right now, and have felt for the past few days. i love what i am doing (minus history class tomorrow morning.) and i love how it makes me feel. i feel independant, and free, and empowered.
and then i feel bad because right now so many people are going through so much. but i am not taking it back. never.
i want to feel like this forever.