someone explain this shit to me.
i just dont get it.
women.
jennyy867 (1:45:30 AM): repeat offender?
the girl (1:45:50 AM): lol yeah. every three months i tend to flip out about something
the girl (1:46:03 AM): rachel thought that it was time to remind me
jennyy867 (1:45:59 AM): like?
the girl (1:46:17 AM): mostly boys not being who they lead me to believe they were
jennyy867 (1:46:32 AM): in reference to?
the girl (1:46:49 AM): they're great you know? until they think they have me hooked then they just don't seem to care any more
jennyy867 (1:47:11 AM): no, i think you just havent found the right kind
jennyy867 (1:47:16 AM): there are boys that will be better to you
the girl (1:47:33 AM): i asked doug the other day if he wanted to hear my paper because i was so excited about it and he just said he had heard some already and didn't understand it
the girl (1:47:39 AM): i was like "gee thanks"
jennyy867 (1:47:58 AM): okay, i reserve the right to proclaim at will - DOUG IS AN ASS.
jennyy867 (1:48:06 AM): this is no surprise to us onlookers.
the girl (1:48:16 AM): yeah rach said the same thing
jennyy867 (1:48:19 AM): there have to be boys in clarion that dont suck.
the girl (1:48:23 AM): curt was that way
the girl (1:48:29 AM): james and teddy too
the girl (1:48:33 AM): i hate boys
the girl (1:48:35 AM): hate them all
the girl (1:48:46 AM): except josh
the girl (1:48:53 AM): he just went to get me icecream
jennyy867 (1:48:56 AM): dont get me started on hating genders.
the girl (1:48:59 AM): but i'm not dating him
jennyy867 (1:49:01 AM): thats sweet of him
the girl (1:49:09 AM): yeah he's a cool guy
the girl (1:49:13 AM): i like him a lot
jennyy867 (1:49:22 AM): maybe he has a brother.
the girl (1:49:27 AM): ha ha ha
the girl (1:49:50 AM): nah i can't imagine being attracted to any josh like people
the girl (1:49:56 AM): too skinny
jennyy867 (1:50:23 AM): okay fine, a chubby brother
the girl (1:50:32 AM): not chubby either
jennyy867 (1:50:52 AM): fiiiine. a not chubby not skinny brother
the girl (1:50:52 AM): i don't like the people i date to look like a strong wind will blow them over
the girl (1:51:06 AM): nor do i like to be able to lift more than them
the girl (1:51:14 AM): i appreciate a hard worker
jennyy867 (1:51:15 AM): you are picky.
the girl (1:51:18 AM): i am not
jennyy867 (1:51:21 AM): yes you are
the girl (1:51:31 AM): maybe a little
jennyy867 (1:51:36 AM): you are
the girl (1:51:39 AM): but doesn't a girl have to be a little picky?
jennyy867 (1:51:55 AM): i just want someone i love and who loves me. thats picky enough for me haha
the girl (1:52:01 AM): ha ha ha
the girl (1:52:27 AM): yes but i love it when i can work side by side with the person i love without them slacking off
the girl (1:52:42 AM): i like to think that someday my love and i will build something together
the girl (1:52:44 AM): a family
the girl (1:52:48 AM): a barn
the girl (1:52:49 AM): whatever
the girl (1:52:54 AM): and that's a lot of work
jennyy867 (1:52:59 AM): then find a boy who can keep up
jennyy867 (1:53:03 AM): brad can haha
the girl (1:53:05 AM): and i need someone who can be part of a team
the girl (1:53:24 AM): yeah but he pretends he knows things that he doesn't
the girl (1:53:29 AM): and then i get really annoyed
jennyy867 (1:53:43 AM): yeah me too
jennyy867 (1:54:10 AM): you are picky
the girl (1:54:17 AM): ok i need an honest, caring, loving, hard working someone
the girl (1:54:20 AM): you are too
jennyy867 (1:54:23 AM): because even if someone has those things, they still might not fit
the girl (1:54:41 AM): maybe we don't get along?
jennyy867 (1:54:44 AM): i am a different kind of picky
jennyy867 (1:54:48 AM): maybe.
the girl (1:54:51 AM): maybe
jennyy867 (1:55:01 AM): but even if you do get along, you still might not be able to be with that person
jennyy867 (1:55:08 AM): you are very complex dear
the girl (1:55:10 AM): i just described you
jennyy867 (1:55:13 AM): no shit.
the girl (1:55:15 AM): yes i am complex
the girl (1:55:24 AM): ha ha ha i didn't even think about that
the girl (1:55:32 AM): no wonder i think you're so awesome
jennyy867 (1:55:33 AM): so you want all those things, but you dont want me. explain that shit to me
jennyy867 (1:55:39 AM): see what i mean by picky?
the girl (1:55:46 AM): yeah.
the girl (1:55:56 AM): if i knew myself or understood, i'd explain
the girl (1:56:03 AM): but really i have no idea
jennyy867 (1:56:09 AM): i probably wouldnt want to hear it, no offense
the girl (1:56:26 AM): that's ok
jennyy867 (1:57:10 AM): i feel like you just dont let yourself take risks
the girl (1:57:22 AM): yeah i am bad at that
jennyy867 (1:57:34 AM): so i dont identify when you say you are unhappy
jennyy867 (1:57:48 AM): i feel like you dont want to take the steps to be happy because its too much of a risk
jennyy867 (1:57:58 AM): im the opposite.
the girl (1:58:06 AM): i know you are
jennyy867 (1:58:09 AM): id suffice for really unhappy because i can eventually be really happy
the girl (1:58:20 AM): i wish i was more like you
jennyy867 (1:58:28 AM): yeah you and me both.
the girl (1:58:30 AM): *were (now "was")
jennyy867 (1:59:21 AM): yeah
the girl (1:59:32 AM): sigh
the girl (1:59:44 AM): ok beautiful
the girl (1:59:57 AM): back to the paper
jennyy867 (2:00:01 AM): before you go, can i sum this up?
the girl (2:00:05 AM): sure
the girl (2:00:18 AM): give me a conclusion :-)
jennyy867 (2:01:26 AM): so basically you arent happy because doug treats you like he doesnt need to put any effort into keeping you. as do the other boys youve dated. and you want all of these characteristics in a person, but when you had those things, you didnt want them anymore. so now you have what you dont want, and dont want what you could have had, and the bottom line is both you and i are unhappy, but its okay because doug is happy, and he is there and secure, just in case?
Auto-response from the girl (2:01:26 AM): i am a repeat offender
jennyy867 (2:01:48 AM): is that about right?
the girl (2:02:06 AM): thanks
jennyy867 (2:02:12 AM): im asking, not telling
jennyy867 (2:02:18 AM): your job is to correct me
the girl (2:02:34 AM): sometimes he's wonderful
the girl (2:02:42 AM): just not these past 2 weeks
jennyy867 (2:02:55 AM): and how often was i not wonderful? that often?
jennyy867 (2:03:23 AM): i cant think of 2 weeks straight i had been a bitch.
the girl (2:03:36 AM): jen this is a bad conversation right now
jennyy867 (2:03:39 AM): okay
jennyy867 (2:03:42 AM): im sorry
jennyy867 (2:03:48 AM): get to page seven killer
the girl (2:03:54 AM): and no you haven't been bad almost ever
the girl (2:04:05 AM): and you're right
the girl (2:04:08 AM): and it sucks
jennyy867 (2:04:22 AM): you cant honestly describe everything you want to match me to the T and then expect me to not get upset meg
the girl (2:04:38 AM): i wasn't thinking about it jen
the girl (2:04:44 AM): i'm sorry
jennyy867 (2:04:45 AM): even worse
jennyy867 (2:04:49 AM): thats my point
the girl (2:04:53 AM): ok!
the girl (2:04:54 AM): ok
the girl (2:04:56 AM): i have to go
jennyy867 (2:05:02 AM): page seven here you come.
the girl (2:05:12 AM): right
jennyy867 (2:05:19 AM): are you upset with me?
jennyy867 (2:06:09 AM): ok neat.
the girl (2:06:15 AM): not you.
the girl (2:06:15 AM): just me
the girl (2:06:15 AM): i'm sorry i am such an ass
the girl (2:06:15 AM): i didn't mean to upset you
the girl: and i've just been upset lately
the girl: and i can't take much more of it
the girl: so i am going to concentrate on this
j e n n y y 867 returned at 2:06:30 AM.
the girl: and my icecream
the girl (2:07:02 AM): then it will be over
the girl (2:07:11 AM): and i can take care of my asshole self
jennyy867 (2:07:15 AM): i wish i knew a way to make you happy. im sorry
the girl (2:07:27 AM): i wish i knew too
the girl (2:07:34 AM): and please don't be sorry
jennyy867 (2:07:40 AM): always am
the girl (2:07:40 AM): you have no reason to be
the girl (2:07:49 AM): i am too.
jennyy867 (2:07:52 AM): i know
jennyy867 (2:07:55 AM): i hate this
jennyy867 (2:07:58 AM): goodnight meg
the girl (2:08:00 AM): so do i
the girl (2:08:04 AM): goodnight jen
i dont get it. never will. i should give up and cut her off.
but i guess i can't because i know we would be great together. stupid heart.
back to studying for finals... :(
women.
jennyy867 (1:45:30 AM): repeat offender?
the girl (1:45:50 AM): lol yeah. every three months i tend to flip out about something
the girl (1:46:03 AM): rachel thought that it was time to remind me
jennyy867 (1:45:59 AM): like?
the girl (1:46:17 AM): mostly boys not being who they lead me to believe they were
jennyy867 (1:46:32 AM): in reference to?
the girl (1:46:49 AM): they're great you know? until they think they have me hooked then they just don't seem to care any more
jennyy867 (1:47:11 AM): no, i think you just havent found the right kind
jennyy867 (1:47:16 AM): there are boys that will be better to you
the girl (1:47:33 AM): i asked doug the other day if he wanted to hear my paper because i was so excited about it and he just said he had heard some already and didn't understand it
the girl (1:47:39 AM): i was like "gee thanks"
jennyy867 (1:47:58 AM): okay, i reserve the right to proclaim at will - DOUG IS AN ASS.
jennyy867 (1:48:06 AM): this is no surprise to us onlookers.
the girl (1:48:16 AM): yeah rach said the same thing
jennyy867 (1:48:19 AM): there have to be boys in clarion that dont suck.
the girl (1:48:23 AM): curt was that way
the girl (1:48:29 AM): james and teddy too
the girl (1:48:33 AM): i hate boys
the girl (1:48:35 AM): hate them all
the girl (1:48:46 AM): except josh
the girl (1:48:53 AM): he just went to get me icecream
jennyy867 (1:48:56 AM): dont get me started on hating genders.
the girl (1:48:59 AM): but i'm not dating him
jennyy867 (1:49:01 AM): thats sweet of him
the girl (1:49:09 AM): yeah he's a cool guy
the girl (1:49:13 AM): i like him a lot
jennyy867 (1:49:22 AM): maybe he has a brother.
the girl (1:49:27 AM): ha ha ha
the girl (1:49:50 AM): nah i can't imagine being attracted to any josh like people
the girl (1:49:56 AM): too skinny
jennyy867 (1:50:23 AM): okay fine, a chubby brother
the girl (1:50:32 AM): not chubby either
jennyy867 (1:50:52 AM): fiiiine. a not chubby not skinny brother
the girl (1:50:52 AM): i don't like the people i date to look like a strong wind will blow them over
the girl (1:51:06 AM): nor do i like to be able to lift more than them
the girl (1:51:14 AM): i appreciate a hard worker
jennyy867 (1:51:15 AM): you are picky.
the girl (1:51:18 AM): i am not
jennyy867 (1:51:21 AM): yes you are
the girl (1:51:31 AM): maybe a little
jennyy867 (1:51:36 AM): you are
the girl (1:51:39 AM): but doesn't a girl have to be a little picky?
jennyy867 (1:51:55 AM): i just want someone i love and who loves me. thats picky enough for me haha
the girl (1:52:01 AM): ha ha ha
the girl (1:52:27 AM): yes but i love it when i can work side by side with the person i love without them slacking off
the girl (1:52:42 AM): i like to think that someday my love and i will build something together
the girl (1:52:44 AM): a family
the girl (1:52:48 AM): a barn
the girl (1:52:49 AM): whatever
the girl (1:52:54 AM): and that's a lot of work
jennyy867 (1:52:59 AM): then find a boy who can keep up
jennyy867 (1:53:03 AM): brad can haha
the girl (1:53:05 AM): and i need someone who can be part of a team
the girl (1:53:24 AM): yeah but he pretends he knows things that he doesn't
the girl (1:53:29 AM): and then i get really annoyed
jennyy867 (1:53:43 AM): yeah me too
jennyy867 (1:54:10 AM): you are picky
the girl (1:54:17 AM): ok i need an honest, caring, loving, hard working someone
the girl (1:54:20 AM): you are too
jennyy867 (1:54:23 AM): because even if someone has those things, they still might not fit
the girl (1:54:41 AM): maybe we don't get along?
jennyy867 (1:54:44 AM): i am a different kind of picky
jennyy867 (1:54:48 AM): maybe.
the girl (1:54:51 AM): maybe
jennyy867 (1:55:01 AM): but even if you do get along, you still might not be able to be with that person
jennyy867 (1:55:08 AM): you are very complex dear
the girl (1:55:10 AM): i just described you
jennyy867 (1:55:13 AM): no shit.
the girl (1:55:15 AM): yes i am complex
the girl (1:55:24 AM): ha ha ha i didn't even think about that
the girl (1:55:32 AM): no wonder i think you're so awesome
jennyy867 (1:55:33 AM): so you want all those things, but you dont want me. explain that shit to me
jennyy867 (1:55:39 AM): see what i mean by picky?
the girl (1:55:46 AM): yeah.
the girl (1:55:56 AM): if i knew myself or understood, i'd explain
the girl (1:56:03 AM): but really i have no idea
jennyy867 (1:56:09 AM): i probably wouldnt want to hear it, no offense
the girl (1:56:26 AM): that's ok
jennyy867 (1:57:10 AM): i feel like you just dont let yourself take risks
the girl (1:57:22 AM): yeah i am bad at that
jennyy867 (1:57:34 AM): so i dont identify when you say you are unhappy
jennyy867 (1:57:48 AM): i feel like you dont want to take the steps to be happy because its too much of a risk
jennyy867 (1:57:58 AM): im the opposite.
the girl (1:58:06 AM): i know you are
jennyy867 (1:58:09 AM): id suffice for really unhappy because i can eventually be really happy
the girl (1:58:20 AM): i wish i was more like you
jennyy867 (1:58:28 AM): yeah you and me both.
the girl (1:58:30 AM): *were (now "was")
jennyy867 (1:59:21 AM): yeah
the girl (1:59:32 AM): sigh
the girl (1:59:44 AM): ok beautiful
the girl (1:59:57 AM): back to the paper
jennyy867 (2:00:01 AM): before you go, can i sum this up?
the girl (2:00:05 AM): sure
the girl (2:00:18 AM): give me a conclusion :-)
jennyy867 (2:01:26 AM): so basically you arent happy because doug treats you like he doesnt need to put any effort into keeping you. as do the other boys youve dated. and you want all of these characteristics in a person, but when you had those things, you didnt want them anymore. so now you have what you dont want, and dont want what you could have had, and the bottom line is both you and i are unhappy, but its okay because doug is happy, and he is there and secure, just in case?
Auto-response from the girl (2:01:26 AM): i am a repeat offender
jennyy867 (2:01:48 AM): is that about right?
the girl (2:02:06 AM): thanks
jennyy867 (2:02:12 AM): im asking, not telling
jennyy867 (2:02:18 AM): your job is to correct me
the girl (2:02:34 AM): sometimes he's wonderful
the girl (2:02:42 AM): just not these past 2 weeks
jennyy867 (2:02:55 AM): and how often was i not wonderful? that often?
jennyy867 (2:03:23 AM): i cant think of 2 weeks straight i had been a bitch.
the girl (2:03:36 AM): jen this is a bad conversation right now
jennyy867 (2:03:39 AM): okay
jennyy867 (2:03:42 AM): im sorry
jennyy867 (2:03:48 AM): get to page seven killer
the girl (2:03:54 AM): and no you haven't been bad almost ever
the girl (2:04:05 AM): and you're right
the girl (2:04:08 AM): and it sucks
jennyy867 (2:04:22 AM): you cant honestly describe everything you want to match me to the T and then expect me to not get upset meg
the girl (2:04:38 AM): i wasn't thinking about it jen
the girl (2:04:44 AM): i'm sorry
jennyy867 (2:04:45 AM): even worse
jennyy867 (2:04:49 AM): thats my point
the girl (2:04:53 AM): ok!
the girl (2:04:54 AM): ok
the girl (2:04:56 AM): i have to go
jennyy867 (2:05:02 AM): page seven here you come.
the girl (2:05:12 AM): right
jennyy867 (2:05:19 AM): are you upset with me?
jennyy867 (2:06:09 AM): ok neat.
the girl (2:06:15 AM): not you.
the girl (2:06:15 AM): just me
the girl (2:06:15 AM): i'm sorry i am such an ass
the girl (2:06:15 AM): i didn't mean to upset you
the girl: and i've just been upset lately
the girl: and i can't take much more of it
the girl: so i am going to concentrate on this
j e n n y y 867 returned at 2:06:30 AM.
the girl: and my icecream
the girl (2:07:02 AM): then it will be over
the girl (2:07:11 AM): and i can take care of my asshole self
jennyy867 (2:07:15 AM): i wish i knew a way to make you happy. im sorry
the girl (2:07:27 AM): i wish i knew too
the girl (2:07:34 AM): and please don't be sorry
jennyy867 (2:07:40 AM): always am
the girl (2:07:40 AM): you have no reason to be
the girl (2:07:49 AM): i am too.
jennyy867 (2:07:52 AM): i know
jennyy867 (2:07:55 AM): i hate this
jennyy867 (2:07:58 AM): goodnight meg
the girl (2:08:00 AM): so do i
the girl (2:08:04 AM): goodnight jen
i dont get it. never will. i should give up and cut her off.
but i guess i can't because i know we would be great together. stupid heart.
back to studying for finals... :(