Hi.

All I have to say is that I am so thankful for my beautiful baby girl. Shes probably the only reason I have the strength to keep going, at this point.

She is perfection.

slowly slipping back into my fairy tale life.
<3

I had a huge post about death here, but I just can't seem to get my point across effectively ( Read more... )

Sucks when your best friend doesn't bother to call. Regardless I haven't called her, but I think about her a lot. Theres just so much going on, i don't even know.

Oh well I guess.

how pointless.

I come home from work everyday worn out. I also come home from work with my laptop and more work. There's so much to do, so many problems to fix, so many jobs to quote. Its a huge workload that I complain about, but ultimately love everything about it. I love the confidence my uncle has in me. I love the oppurtunity I get everyday. The stress is ( Read more... )

So we brought Kendra to the doctors today. She is 9 lbs! I didn't think she weighed that much lol. So she gained 3 lbs in a month. Shes doing very well. She laughed at the doctors for the first time. It was so sweet. :) But that didn't last long cause she had to get her shots. haha.

I have serious mental, physical, and emotional exahustion.

I need help and/or a break. And I wish it was offered to me, of course I feel bad for asking. I go a few days continously taking care of things myself and it takes a huge toll on me. At that point (this point) I get really frustrated and emotional. If I'm not offered help, I'm not going to ( Read more... )

And this is where it ends after all this time, our time,
your promises, you put in your time and now you're moving on.
So we'll sever our ties and move our directions.
So this is where it ends and I know I can't abandon the past
and pretend that it never existed
because it meant the world to me, and it means the world to me.

I always thought our hopes ( Read more... )

Things have been pretty crazy lately. As most of you know I had the baby on Sunday. She is absolutely beautiful.

Kendra Andrienne Lempart
12/03/2006
5lbs 13 oz

She came a few weeks early but she is pretty healthy considering. Labor was pretty quick too. We went in sat night around 11 and She was born at 6:01 on Sunday. We left the hospital on Tuesday ( Read more... )