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i'm going through a lot of shit latley and being upset a lot.
the only things i get happy about is when it rains, drinking chi lattes, & talking to those select few people.
i'm really actually tired of my friends constantly drinking & smoking the fuck out of themselves. especially ciggarettes. i wouldn't care as much if they just smoked pot, cause there's a point to that. ciggarettes are just absolutely disgusting. i'll admit i drink sometimes and i've done some shit before, but i'm not doing it all the time. it bothers the hell out of me how dependant they all are. they're expecting me to make them stop, but i can't. i can't make anyone do anything, especially with the stress i already have on me. i cannot fix everyone's mother fucking problems constantly. i have my own.
another thing i hate is how many people are taking my damn layout. i wouldn't mind as much if you credited. i make most of my own layouts and it takes me hours because i read an html book, unlike most of you who just copy paste my overrides. i wouldn't care if you changed the color .. but copy pasting my whole entire overrides without credit, changing, or even asking pisses me off. same with my myspace overrides.
i think i give up on trying to be friends with most tollgate kids. i've been nice to ryan, dan, and nick lately .. and they just don't care. i mean i wanna stay friends with like macaroone and i don't know if kayla or becca would consider us friends, but i'd like to. i started to get close to becca last summer and then we just died. i sorta wanna try to be friends with hillary again, i don't think we have problems with eachother anymore.
i'm gonna have huge quarterlies this week and next week before school ends
yeahh sorry for making this a bitch post