what is it with teenage boys and their desperate need to fight? my brother's been on the phone with people all day being like "what the fuck? you sound like a fucking faggot! meet me at hillcrest high school in half an hour and i'll beat the shit out of you ( Read more... )

ahhhh people are so fucking unreliable. i don't know why i trust people jesus!!! i had to go out of town because my grandmother was really sick...soooo i got my shifts covered by people who said "yes, i can do that. i'll work for you because your grandmother's sick and it's important." then i get a call from my boss this morning "joanna, what ( Read more... )

my grandmother's better, but she was really confused the second day i was there and kept thinking she was at home and wanted to get up and go get milk from the kitchen. so yeah, after 4 days of sitting and doing NOTHING i feel like ultra-pasteurized butt. strange how tiring sitting can be...i'm worn out. i went 2 days without my medicine and was ( Read more... )

I'm tired and grumpy. I'm at lab and have been here since seven...that's A M!! anyway, i'm leaving at 12 to drive to Alabama too see my grandmother who's in the hospital. my dad told me to bring a dress just in case, and i was like...no? that's way too morbid for me and i'm not going to think like that. no no no. so i'll be gone until thursday ( Read more... )

I will pay $20 to anyone who has ever done anything more irrational and stupid and regretful than i have. any takers? none? that's cuz i'm the ( Read more... )

k i tried to go back and edit my entry...but it told me to enter my user name and password but had no place to enter it...i'm logged in...any thoughts?

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oh and now apparently the girl i was gonna get an appartment with decided that she wants to live with her co-worker's friend. too bad, she was like one of the only girls my age that i like (that i met myself anyways).

how much shittier can my life get right now? i'm like "ok god, throw something else my way...see how long it takes to break me!!"

waiting for josh to get here


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this shit has made me lose 5 lbs in 3 days...that's not good, and i don't like it.