Dear Livejournal
Sorry for neglecting you lately. I've been busy with work. And life in general... Alright I'm lying... Im cheating on you with MySpace... IM SORRY! LOL sorry guys im in an odd mood right now. Actually kinda sad. Dont wanna get into details. Just feeling :'( LOL because sarah feeling sad is soooooo abnormal right? yeh
anyway... ttyl

okay then. :'( thats fine.

I miss sean. :'( Suddenly I realized I miss him alot. I feel so alone, and I was so happy... the happiest I've been in a LONG LONG time when we were talking. I hope the summer is fun...but quick. I want to talk to him again soon. :-[

<3

Sarah

Sorry I haven't updated in a cagillion years. Live Journal was being an asscrack. Anywho... Just talked to sean. for the first time in almost 3 months. And i have to say. It felt AWESOME :D I am so happy right now i could just ooze gidd. haha. Well Im quite sleepy. so I should retire ( Read more... )

Yeah, yeah, yeah
There's a hole in my life
There's a hole in my life
Shadow in my heart
Is tearing me apart
Or maybe it's just something in my stars
There's a hole in my life
There's a hole in my life
Be a happy man
I try the best I can
Or maybe I'm just looking for too much
There's something missing from my life
Cuts me open like a knife
It leaves me ( Read more... )

Why am I in such a hurry to grow up? I really want to be like, 25 married and working. What kind of teenager thinks to herself, "wow I can't wait to grow up!"? All I want is my own family. I feel so weird about wanting that so early in life, but I do. Does that mean I have a fucked up homelife and want my own? I don't know. Oi. Im so lonely. this ( Read more... )

I hate myself. Im such a whiner and a complainer. and im sorry. Its just that im kind of sad because i want a boy very badly and cant seem to find one that fits. Or i find ones that fit, and they get busy. :'( o well. Life could be worse i guess.
sorry a-gen

sar

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
Life suck suck suck suck sucks

thank you and goodnight

<3 Me

:'(

Dear God,

Thank you for curing me.

Love,
Sarah <3

I touch the fire and it freezes me

I look into it and it's black

Why can't I feel

My skin should crack and peel

I want the fire back