i really dont understand why i try so hard. what does literally 6 hours of studying fst get you? a fucking E. i didnt even end up cheating like me and fran had planned. chem was another disappointment and i refuse to find out my span grade. im really getting sick of the ppl who dont try or do enough just to guess on everything and they end up ( Read more... )

thanks to ms roll for her terrible teaching and making me feel stupid

and even more thanks to mr eichner for being the biggest asshole ever and ruining my gpa. counselors are supposed to help you. not let you settle for a "passing grade" when you know you can do better. bascially to be able to get out of span id have to get a D, which i wouldnt be ( Read more... )

not even sure what i want to say on here. well i know what, but i dont how to put it. all i know is that im feelin preety damn lonely right now and im sick of being used.

but other than that
ok day
ok haircut
bad paycheck
hospital visit tonight :/
chem retake to study for
history hw to do
i love my kitty

she said when i go see her tomorrow shes not really going to know that im there. i think im going to break down right there in the hospital room seeing her like that. i really cant sit in school tomorrow knowing what shes going through. i know shes scared, but she doesnt show it ( Read more... )

this is the first year im actually going to make a resolution. and i know i could do it at any time of the year if i really wanted to blah blah blah..but this just seems like the right time to do it. and no its not my stupid diet, or to excersise more, or to stop procrastinating, although i do need to work on all of the above. its more based ( Read more... )

so even if i did have real plans for tonight, it doesnt matter bc once again i have pink eye. see, i figured that waiting just a cpl days to use my eye makeup again would be enough, but guess what-it wasnt. so now i have to replace my 20 dollar mascara and thank god i already have a new eyeliner laying around.

ay yi yi

lets just say i had the worst weekend, and worst up north trip, of my life ( Read more... )

thought id be cool like fran and do this too hah ( Read more... )

thanks to you for putting me in a position i shouldve never had to deal with

and thanks to you for expecting me to give up something that i really want

and thanks to you for making me look like the bad guy

what the hell do you want me to do

just went to visit an old friend. actually a cpl old friends. realized how much i miss those summer days when we'd ride our bikes to kenmore and just do shit. brought back a lot of old memories. god i love those kids. still a little complicated though with how its all gonna work out, but i'm just trying to take it one thing at a time ( Read more... )