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the bus ignored me for two stops so i walked to the driver who let me off

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[allyshone]

i may be home for a while to work.
it would be nice to spend some time with you.

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yes of course.
we should execute some groundbreaking photographic work. or something
i just received a 360 landcamera with a working flash that i want to try out

[allyshone]

we definitely should.
i miss you emily.
it makes me sad to realize i feel as you do, but i can't execute it.
you make me want to learn a lot more, and i think that's important in a person.
i haven't picked up my camera in ages.

i haven't felt any single ounce of real desire
besides things i don't even understand how to create.

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we'll figure it out when we talk next.
i know exactly what you mean
sometimes, no all the time..it's hard to break through a barrier like that.
right now i'm sitting in my dirty dirty dirty apartment, moving my eyes and nothing else. i know i should be doing things, everything is around me, everything is at my fingertips, yet i sit here and watch my cat lick his paws.
i think it's called a rut? we will get out of it, i promise!

[y_ctrl]

sounds good! you should show the work that made them all sad! i wanna seee...

[ieatplaydoh]

i will sit down and listen for 8 days straight.

[spiralnotebooks]

"and i never thought i would consciously drown out happiness for the bettering of myself."

I'm still stuggling with that. I just can't let go of happiness.

[aestheticvalue]

! donut circus