i'm so confused about things right now. i don't even know what i want anymore. this is really starting to piss me off.
so tomorrow is new year's eve and i'm not too sure if i'm excited about it. i've always had a bad new years. whats to say that i'm gonna have a good one this year?
Well tonight has been a pretty good night. Things are going pretty well and I'm really glad things seem to be working out. I just wish everything was completely back to normal. But I know it never could be. Oh well at least things are where they are now. YIPEE!!
i really love getting drunk with new people. its definetly the coolest. and i really love my job. if it wasn't for working at urban outfitters i wouldn't be having so much fun right now.
i miss certain people. getting stoned all the time in my car was a lot of fun. i just really want to talk things out. that would be really cool.
i was having a pretty okay day, until i read a few things. now i'm not sure about anything anymore. i'm confused?? what is it thats going on?? something is said and then another thing is done. How do you REALLY feel?