I'm back to feeling shitty.

:-/

Yes. I hate really everything about myself. I didn't know it was this possible to hate my appearance this fucking much.

I void the last entry.

I love Andy. He makes me so happy and feel so good about myself. And I am pretty sure i do the same for him. He's so amazing.

p.s. i love the dirty icon

god damn. i'm so sick of this. I'm so sick of everything. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up ( Read more... )

Pet Peeve of the day... MAKE-UP. ugh. I hate it. I don't understand it at ALL. And uh, I hate to say it no matter how much you think it makes you look better I highly doubt it does. Like I'm being 100% honest. Most people look horrible the way they do their make up. I just ignore it cause I know they'd have a cow if I told them. Just wow. And for ( Read more... )

You know what's annoying??? People that read my lj that I either 1) that I am not friends or I just don't talk to 2)I don't even know you. Just blah. creep-os...its one thing to do it a couple of timees.... but reading it alot is just plain weird ( Read more... )

I got to hang out with Andy for a few hours ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling too good right now :/ Yet, I always lie and say I'm doing fine. whatever.

Today I worked. Marshall and Arnes are so fun ( Read more... )

I worked today. We had to change the mannequins outfits... when we had the window all cleared out I had to windex the inside... I was bending over to get down low... and when I looked over there was an old man like HARD CORE staring at my butt. icky. And Alyssa says I have no butt. I know I don't have a ghetto booty.. but I'm sick of people saying ( Read more... )

I went to Andy's. He makes me happy. Enough said. It makes me sad that he works every day at the fair. And will be working at other fairs too. :(

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