Freaked out last night, wanted to OD SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO badly. Calmed down after 3 hours of hysterical crying and pacing and such. Now I'm just sort of blank and unmotivated and depressed... I want snoogles.

Hybird85: would you like to go on a DATE with me

WHAAAAAAAAT?! o_o

I finally managed to calm down before I ended up in the hospital. Phew. I wonder how I did on my essay "on chairs" hurr

AAAAAAAAAAAAAGH I HATE MY NEIGHBORS

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

God I'm going to babysit and murder their fucking kids.

Alex thinks I'm being a selfish bitch because I'm mad that trent hasn't contacted me to hang out with him in over 2 months i think and he lives with her so he sees her every fucking day. Trent keeps making lame ass excuses so I'm all huffy and pissed off and hating the world. Mmmm god i hate them right now. This is a terrible thing to say but I don ( Read more... )

RED HAIR.

Hawt.

I've been drinking a lot of caffinated tea with a lot of sugar. Hoshit. Hyper.

I keep having weird lesbian sex dreams. It's fucking pissing me off, I don't like girls. They're bitchy and whore-y. And vaginas are gross.

Also... just a thought, Alex memorizes random facts and big words no one knows, but she's actually not that intelligent of a person to be honest. Dude, she didn't even fucking finish high school. And she's probably going to bitch at all of our mutual friends and turn them against me because she's always been stupid and ridiculous like that. Ugghh ( Read more... )

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Sad thing is, I'll probably end up hanging out with trent and alex again in a few days.
Although... it might just end up pissing me off even more. We'll see i guess :|

I miss my laylala :(