im so confused. im so confused. why am i thinking with my head. thats not me.

after lack of mention or something of that magnitude i've decided to write. to actually write, not some stupid entry like those ive been writing for some time now but an actual one. i dont care if you or anybody else actually reads it or takes it for anything but there is alot of things i need to address or release from that in which moves my ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i dont want to show my face anywhere tommorow. especially school. im down for the count and starting at the ceiling wondering what the fuck am i doing not fighting jslgkjdsgl;kj l. although for about 3 and half hrs tonight. i felt fine like almost normal, i dont know if its as compared to the stuff having happened today, or if i ( Read more... )

its funny... how everything flips the fuck around. nobody has any sort of self confidence anymore, let alone faith. so here i am expected to sit here on this computer write a fucking gay asss post about what im thinking. thats nots whats happening. im going to shower.

i have no idea whats goin on lately? im really clueless. but whatever, there isnt anything i can do about it. itd seem easier just to fast foward or rewind past or before this part. there is alot of stuff stressing me out, and i wish it wasnt EVERYTHING. well excuse my bad moods. im goin to bed. this entry was absolutely pointless ( Read more... )

this shit is pissing me off for real. i was having a perfect day. i dont understand why there has to be constant drama with all of us cause its never goin to work out if it continues like this. its really stressing me out i want to tell all three of you to shut the fuck up and play fucking music, for real. its not like we're all friends or ( Read more... )

well school sucks... after being off for so long i almost forgot. but once again i went today and hated being there. but whatever. theres nothin i can do about it. this already looks as if its going to be a boring and pointless post so i guess it probably will be. i used to have fucking dramatic and long ass posts but whatever ( Read more... )

i seriously take alot of shit for granted now-a-days. i am one of the luckiest people alive right now. ive got minimal things that worry me im finally actually growing up. i want to be nice to everyone from now on, even if i dont really like you. pat this means slaps. and im serious. i love caroline. everytime i talk to her im smiling. tonight on ( Read more... )

Her life was more than mine ( Read more... )

You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight

We can't go wrong...

life is good. im straight chilllin <3 <3 <3