........i dont remember if i took it 2day or not............

cuz we lost it all..
nothin lasts forever....

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is..

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my therapist called today and left a message and says he wants to see how im doing. i dont want to call him. i'd rather just have an appt even tho i dont like them much. ummm....well last nite i felt bad cuz i got too much alone time with myself and i got to thinking about it all...i logged on to laceys old sn even though i knew that i would jsut ( Read more... )

i think i am going to scream.

AM I ALONE IN HERE??

my wrists hurt too much. they feel like they're bleeding.

sometimes i see your screen name log on or i'm looking through some papers and i recognize your handwriting and the first thought that jumps into my head is i hate her but then i realize, or i think i realize, that that's not true and i'll still be here when everyone else is gone, still waiting for you to come back and to be my friend again, and ( Read more... )

yep. i guess some of u know (like ne1 reads this) how i accidently slit my wrist with that plastic knife (it was an accident for real) so it's sort of a joke, but lacey and kyle were talkin about all the depressing stuff and lacey's been hinting that she cuts herself and kyle sez hes starting therapy, and i just think "could i have friends if i ( Read more... )

i'm so sad now, i dont know why of course. they want to put me on anti depressants and i dunno if my dad is gonna go for that. i was talking to lacey about how she doesnt trust me, she said "is that why you're so 'depressed'?" i couldnt believe it, how dare she demean this like it's some joke. she sayz she cant see why im so depressed i want to ( Read more... )

i go away and something big happens and jacquie knows more than i do, lacey just ignores me and wont tell me what happens so now i have to hear it from someone else, i dont WANT to hear it from someone else, i wanna hear it from teh person that i've known for 10 years and used to trust me...i guess she trusted me....i dunno what i did but im so ( Read more... )

alrighty then stephanie told me to update so here i am!!!! lol but i dont know what to write. STEPH! DO YOU WANT A SHELL??? I'LL BRING YOU A SHELL FROM THE KEYS! SOY EN EL FLORIDA! POR QUE NO ES CALOR!! what's up with that??? i bring you a shell. hmmm....what to write. i dunno i just updated blurty! my uncle has a rocket car how cool is that??ok