I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. I don’t believe it makes me real. I thought it’d be easy, but no one believes me.. I meant all the things that I said. If you'd believe it’s in my soul, I’d say all the words that I know just to see if it would show that I’m trying to let you know that I’m better off on my own. This place is so empty ( Read more... )

crack it open, you've got the code. baby, you've got the key. step right on in, and make yourself feel at home. twist it up some, and call it yours. watch the rooms around you fade out, coloures gone now and the walls are bleeding. crack it open, break in. break it down. its all yours.

yeah, my hearts all yours now. <3

i fall, and i slip. im screaming, and no one can hear me. sometimes i feel like im falling into a backwards spiral. why does it always have to be like this. one step forward and five steps back. knock me down, and i get up.... but, for what exactly? to play this game again? no; to try harder, to fight longer... to stand taller. but it never works ( Read more... )

everything has been pretty messed up lately... but when hasn't it been, honestly? i'm not sure if im more upset then i ought to be, or if im just being super sensitive right now. im pretty sure its a mix of both though ( Read more... )

i got my home visits back. and made new friends. thats all.