i need to get my priorities straight. i need to work on my sched. skills. i need to be more reliable. i need to be a better friend. i need to be a better person. i need a break from everything.
i'm sorry if i've been unreliable lately. i'm not normally like this, and i don't know why i am now. i'm working on it though. i have to.
my grandpa passed away yesterday. out of nowhere. they were supposed to be leaving for oregon. but he was going down stairs to take clothes down to pack. and he had a heart attack. and died right there. he wasn't sick. it was out of nowhere. my grandma is a mess. we're all a mess. please keep us in your prayers.