so i guess at a certain point in ones life you just realize that you havent amounted to anything you had ever hoped to be and that you have only become everything you once hated so much ( Read more... )

you get to that point...i guess...
and maybe its just that much easier...i guess...
im closing my eyes right now...not listening anymore...

nothing really matters...

what a weird fucking night ( Read more... )

maybe its just the weather...or maybe its all in my head...
but things are growing a little colder...
and i think im running out of words....

so, yeah...sure enough...the goddamn fucking rain is falling again...and im not too sure what it means this time...but i know for a fact im not too thrilled about it ( Read more... )

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smiles. it about all i can give it...
but you know it still doesnt make sense and my head is still swimming...
and im just going to shake my head and walk away and laugh to myself...
yeah...
i dont know whats wrong with me either...and i dont think im going to get better anytime soon.
<3.

im looking for pretty pictures...anthing to make the grey go away...and bring it back to the light of day...
send me help...send me sun...

you know it never fails, and i wish i could tell you a story with a happy ending sometimes, but you see...for us, and for me, and for everyone else in general...its just not possible ( Read more... )

star light, star bright, first star i see tonight, i wish i may i wish i might, have the wish i make tonight ( Read more... )