Turn off your god damn music, will you? I don't know how you get that stuff to play here -- it's Muggle, isn't it? -- but I'm fucking sick of hearing it.
I only heard a little of the song, but it won't fucking get out of my mind.
The mind churns
The heart yearns
The tears dry
Without you
Life goes on,
But I'm gone
'Cause I die
Without you
LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! I don't need to hear shit like that after the day I had......after shoving Rukia away for good. I can't afford to regret it. I can't go back. I CAN'T FUCKING GO BACK. Whatever Rukia 'n I had -- love, friendship, whatever -- it's gone now. Broken. Glass on the fucking sidewalk. There ain't no spell to put it together again. It's broken for good.
And it's fine that way. Rukia has Tringham; I've got Aeris. Shit happens; life goes on. Nothing to regret.
SO GET THIS FUCKING SONG OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD.
[[OOC: I hope that's all right, Anzu-mun! x3;; I really wanted to use this song, but Renji wouldn't have known about it ever, and Anzu's been established as a lover of Muggle musicals.... x3;;;
The song, btw, is "Without You" from the musical Rent (the words on my icon are also from Rent. BWAHAHHA.]]