http://home.rgv.rr.com/nicodemus/BKHootie_Long.wmv

this is really one of the funniest thing on tv and it is also the saddest. i wish i got this much talk on the net.

So yesterday I had a really interesting conversation with someone I know. She is like a major nerd. Not that this is bad thing, fuck I am a major nerd. But this girl, to my knowledge, is not intouch with her sexual side. She would freak out when we would talk about kissing, and she would walk away when we talked about anything else. I mean ( Read more... )

So I am drink by myself in my room. As usual. And I am like, do you think I can listen to those Slipknot songs that I put on her CD? I couldn't listen to The Heritic Anthem for like 6 months bc of sarah, and this break up was worse than sarah. So I put it on. I have so much more I can dedicate this song to her for. I mean I feel it so much ( Read more... )

Maybe I should be emo. I mean I am not down with the whole crying ordeal. But I look damn good in this tight green sweater I got on. I mean I am probably the sexiest man alive! I feel pretty, oh so pretty, I feel pretty and whitty and GAY!

1. pro: we like music and make mix cd's often ( Read more... )

i hate how everything i write now is rediculusly emo. but i have writen three poems in under 24 hrs. i am still looking for a new place to post my shit. i can't use deviantart because i don't want to upset her anymore, and i know if people were writing emo poems about me, i would be upset ( Read more... )

does every break up have to get worse?

I need to just realise, she wanted to leave me. if we were having problems, which i didn't even know we were, she would have tried to work them out if she wanted to be with me. shes never coming back. do you know what its like to live like that, the only one who knew me gone, and you have to know, shes never coming back. i know what you want i ( Read more... )

she left me...so break out all your i told you sos...lemme hear you mocking laughs, it really really helps my broken heart...i hope everyone is happy now

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15597276/

god, everytime i go for a girl someone has a claim to her, likes her, or gets mad at me for going after her. i think i am going to give up and stay single for the rest of my fucking life. its so fucking annoying.

anyway, i am on accedemic probation so i can't run for any offices. oh well.

tomorrow i am going to try to meditate.

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