things have been strange lately ( Read more... )

I decided yesterday that I'm going to write a book about the strange black man I always see buying a bottle of whiskey, beef jerkey, and dog treats at the grocery store.
I ammmm.

I remember every instant of April 18th 2004 way too clearly. Each detail I memorized was more vivid than that of any other day in recent memory. It terrifies me. I never fully believed that fatal accidents could happen to any one at any time--completely spontaneously--until John died ( Read more... )

I can't forgive myself for letting a dirtbag jerk mean so fucking much to me ( Read more... )

Fuck this. I shouldn't have to sit patiently and ask someone I used to care about to be nicer to me. Over and over.
Fuck emotional walls. Fuck over dramatics, anti-socialism, and shitty attitudes.
excommunication, anyone? I've got no problem with the prospect of just hitting

disconnect.

people kind of suck to me lately, for the most part.
breaking my shit, making a mess of my room, losing my shit, bothering people on my screen name, drinking my alcohol with absolutely nothing in return, oweing me money, stealing from me, ignoring me, and overall, treating me like shit. I allow way too much stupid shit to go on. I am far too ( Read more... )

this is definitely the shittiest mood I've been in this whole year. Kind of want to throw a few stacks of plates at a brick wall or something. I lose break or ruin my favorite things. I let people treat me like garbage while I smile back amourously with my hands folded in my lap. I've got the most horrible judgement. I should listen to my friend's ( Read more... )

I had a nice day. Hanging out in Allendale with homiesss and standing in front of a&p blowing BUBBLES and eating soggy ass nachos &&^%$%_)# yeahuhhh. It was such a pretty day today, too. I didn't realize how nice it was getting out until the four consecutive days of rain finally stopped ( Read more... )

I've never been so intoxicated in my life.
I passed out on the toilet. hahahhahah loser.

wow okay.

you're my number one image ( Read more... )