i saw olivia today. it was super :) we must have coffee sometime ( Read more... )

its so strange, this thing with peter. we're both strong minded (or thick-headed, whichever you prefer)... so we keep clashing that way. but ive fallen so hard for him its ridiculous. i wouldnt call it a love-hate relationship, maybe a big like-get annoyed sometimes relationship. the only big problem we might run into is that he really likes his ( Read more... )

im feeling much better today, thanks to all my super great friends. i dont know where id be without you guys, seriously. i love you all very much, dont ever change ( Read more... )

its over between me and peter, romantically. he pretty much led the relationship to its metaphorical slaughter last night, and i ended up crying myself to bits over it. today im so down its ridiculous, yet i feel numb at the same time. this has just happened to me so many times now... its there, and it hurts, but im used to it. bad stuff. it sucks ( Read more... )

ive been doing a lot of thinking solely in my head these days. no longer putting my thoughts down on paper... or in this case, pixels and 1's and 0's. its come to the point where i need to put something down on paper, just for my sake. so here goes ( Read more... )

ive been working way too much. i kinda cant wait till the summer's over now ( Read more... )

:)

im happy. even though he's leaving this weekend until the end of august, im happy. he makes me happy.

damnit, damnit.... damnit peter, i want us to work so bad, but sometimes you make me so frustrated! at least youve got a good excuse about tonight, i understand... but youre leaving in less than a week and we should really be spending as much of that time together as possible! .... it all just makes me wonder at times, can we make this work in the ( Read more... )

ha-cha-cha. picking my courses on friday. i cant wait... if i get everything the way i want it, its gonna be a SUPER!!! time table. doing it right this year lol ( Read more... )

im starting to question whether some of my friends are true friends, or opportunistic friends.

yeah it kinda hurts, right here <3.