lately i have found that my very best hs deserted me. i am nothing anymore. it sucks to be replaced. especially by her...i hate her, she is ugly and obnoxious rude right to my face why should i forgive? do you think it will change? i dont but whatever illl always be the sucker in this relationship

wanna go to the movies?
your treat!

Ill tear out your heart oh ex-love of mine sing that song of lonliness that no one hears, but then you will hurt like me

( i think im going to be sick )

i feel like ive lost my best friend

( if you can maybe not make a big deal of it to others... )

I've been really weird lately.
Me being weird makes us weird.
I dont know how to stop being weird.
I wish things just always stayed the same.
I also wish i could see what will all come of this that way i can just stop worrying about it because everytime i sense tension i feel like its all over.

do you think it could be possible to be schizophrenic? like i know it is possible but if you know what it is how do you know if you have it because you could clearly avoid it right? i have this issue where i talk to myself. like actually do. i have full conversations with myself in my head. this is weird. i imagine other conversations as in like i ( Read more... )

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"It sucks to realize that you actually are emo.."

"You're not emo...you're in love"

its weird. christmas break, for everyone is so exciting. but im not excited at all really. there are things that could appen that i would usually be excited for but im honestly not. things used to mean alot more to me and they just dont anymore. it kinda sucks. im sorry in advance i guess