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[_surrenderin_]

hey guys .. im starting to think that these journals are only good for 2 things 1.) talking about what u did recently 2.) venting to the world about a crappy time u went thru (both of which im guilty for) but im goin to try and change that .. when im sad or mad im goin to try and calm it down b4 i write cuz it only makes it worse.

anyways , im in

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[_say_what_]

The movie isnot why we stopped talking. I wasnt mad about that at all. It was just a mix up. We just stopped talking because a whole big gay thing happened that should have never happened. Don't say I havn't tryed to see you. Last friday I wasn't even gonna go to the creekwalk but stopped by just so I could see you. and I called you. Like I said I would. Dont say I didn't try.

[_surrenderin_]

i wasnt specifically meaning you or anything and it wasnt @ all in a spiteful tone or anything like that i just felt that i had lost contact with you and i didnt want to do that. im sry if the post came out wrong to you or anyone but thats not what i meant by it @ all. thank you very much for letting me know that you care. and i am sry. call me sometime if you still wanna hang out. <33 nicki

[sa_fire05]

dude i dont know for wat reason we lost contact but me and alyssa called u cuz we were thinking of u....even if it was @ 3 in the morning. its wat we do. lol and now that ive had my license for over a year maybe i can drive u around. so yeah......:)

[_surrenderin_]

sry if that whole message sounded weird @ all and i do thank you and alyssa for calling and trying to keep in touch lol cuz i know thats when you guys and we used to call ppl (believe me i remember :) anyways call me sometime <33 nicki

[danceyrheartout]

awww of course im here for you anytime, i know we dont hang out that much and we dont go to the same school or anything but no matter what im here. i have known you for a lonnng time from emilys birthday parties and stuff lol so we gotta hang out real soon..me, you, and emily! she gets back on wednesday i think so we'll have to plan a day!

[_surrenderin_]

sounds good we should call emily thursday or somethin cuz on tuesday i leave for the lake and dont get back until wednesday night but otherwise ya we should. or if you and emily figure somethin out while im @ the lake gimme a call lol member my numbers almost yours <33 nicki

[daretodream416]

Nicki! my lil PiNk RiDeR! I take the blame for losing contact with you. i've been so rapped up w/ my older friends, but i have thought about hangin out w/ you cuz your hella fun to be around w/. i don't know why i stopped callin you and i don't know why anyone loses touch w/ the people they love the most. So i'm really sorry for that and i'm always here for you and when your not busy and i'm not busy i'll give you a holla and we'll have to hang out! <3 Aly

[_surrenderin_]

SkY RiDeR , im not blaming anyone cuz i know it happens i just wanted to know if it was me or if i was the only one feeling this way anyways i love ya 2 and i know how it is when you get busy with other things and thats fine. im here anytime too just gimme a call <33 nicki

[no_placid_night]

I LOVE YOU! I can't wait til I come home and we have our coffee date! "If You need me call me, no mater where you are, no mattr how far..." and so the song goes. I'm really always here for you. It's no problem. We really do go back far memeber with Danny Hicks? LoL Well you take care, girly. Love ya. Miss ya!