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[_susie_bones_]

Life would be so much easier if someone would just tell me what to do.

I need to piece my life back together. Maybe I should leave for awhile. Because I'm tired of hurting people I love. And, if I'm not around, they can't hurt. Right? Tell me I'm right.

Maybe you would be better without me. Because you're the last person who deserves to be

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[__serpiente]

I happen to know a small bit about piecing one's life back together.

It won't happen over night. It's a long and bloody hard process, but it will happen eventually. Running away won't solve anything. I almost tried that in a more...permanant manner, if you remember, and all it does is cause more hurt.

I wish I could tell you what I did to start healing, but everyone is different. All I can do is make suggestions. Find someone to confide in. Tell them everything. You may not want to hear it, but Severus is an exceptional listener, but that could be because I've known him all my life. Pick someone you're close to, that you can trust. Or hell, take Granger's example and find a therapist.

Sometimes those missing bits of heart can be patched up. It won't be the same, it never could be, but have faith. Someone will care enough to try.

That's enough sentimentality. Honestly, one year older and I've become softer than pillow fluff.

[_susie_bones_]

How could there possibly be more hurt? I don't get it. I also don't think I'd ever actually run away. I have nowhere to go. Which is just...sad.

My someone who I confide in? He hates me. Time to find someone new, I suppose. Therapist, it is.

I'd appreciate if someone cared soon. You wouldn't think empty was such a horrible feeling. It's the worst thing I've ever felt. Faith. Yes. I'll try to have faith.

*smiles* I like you all fluffy.

[__serpiente]

I must be mental for suggesting this, but...I would try and listen if you don't care to talk to a complete stranger. Obviously I can't physically be there, but I am allowed owls at the camp. If you like.

I know how empty feels, and I agree, it's the worst feeling in the world. Somehow I managed to pull through, and I believe you'll be able to do the same.

I am not fluffy.