WHAT THE FUCK!!!

[_swey_]

are we all doing to ourselvs. If you could start it all over would you. MY life has been a waste up till now? Drugs, fighting, screaming, running, pounding, killing myself again and again. wtf is my fucking problem. Or is it just societys problem where all just so fucked up inside. Bent and twisted out of shape, emotionally cripled, hurt inside

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long comment.

[erase__the_pain]

dude im so soryy your feeling so d o w n
BUT.
the only way to get to where you want to be in this shithole town and life.
is to change.
and only we can change ourselves.
hell i sound like a commercial
but you kno im always here. truthfully.
havent talked to you in a hwile can i call you tonight?
<333 things will get better
dont waste away your life. your more than you can imagine. you dont need drugs they fuck you over.
and killing yourself would only kill others. like bre. ilu mann<3

Re: long comment.

[_swey_]

it would be ok if you called bre, i know you have been there and you would understand

[_swey_]

i wasent planing on killing myself that would be the easy way out the punk band the adicts wrote a song like that.

we've all been there so live out lives in security how do we know if we'll die or if we will recover- from day to day we live our lives the same way no money to hold in out hands and no to spend it. so i chose the easy way out to do my body some harm cut my throat and slashed my wrist i even tried electricity cut my throat slashed my wrist it was the easy way out.

i dont want to be a pussy xanex overdose

[erase__the_pain]

i suck
but im calling you
<3

[erase__the_pain]

yeah its busy. ill try again soon

<33

[_krystle_]

Ian

Re: <33

[erase__the_pain]

IAN.
you better keep this one^^^
;) <3 but drugs are hard to quit so i know somewat of how you want to but cant.

Re: <33

[_krystle_]

i understand that too about the drugs.
<33

[_swey_]

The big subject wasent really about drugs i never really saw them as a problem. I never used drugs as a coping skill, just because there fun and something to do : ) my dad was just being an ass and he said some pretty nasty shit and i let it get to me. He was just like, i hate you, your a fuckup, youv never done anything right or worthwile, your life is a fucking waste. I just let it get to me and i was kinda down

[dreamsthat_fall]

i dont regret the things ive done , i regret the people i met in the past 1 or 2 yrs , except for you and bre and matt <33333333333333

ilu ian you need to call me and make plans with me!!! xox

remember anytime your dad is a jerk to you my dad said you can come stay here duh!

[_swey_]

kk yeah he has a dick up his ass 24 hours a day, thanks allot britney ilut

[erase__the_pain]

<3!

[_swey_]

thanks allot guys i feel allot better now its good to know someone cares

[erase__the_pain]

good :)

[_krystle_]

great =) <33