So my new years resolution involves self improvement. Ever since I've had the baby I've lost all of my self confidence... I don't feel pretty anymore, and don't really put much effort into much when it comes to myself. I'd rather wander around in pj's all day now instead of getting dressed and all cutesy like I used to. Then again that also has a ( Read more... )

I've never been good at saying goodbye to people, especially when it's someone you're very close to, and just recently saw not even 3 hours before. This is the 3rd or 4th time i've tried to write something about it all that will fail miserabley yet again. Rick was my like a father to me basically, and it sucks, I'm taking it really hard... I don't ( Read more... )

Your Score: The Frog

You scored 41% domestic, 39% gregarious, 32% trickster, and 29% intellect!


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AVON | Rick A. Whiting, 44, of Avon, and formerly of Avoca, died unexpectedly Saturday, Dec. 8, 2007.

He was employed as a truck driver for Upstate Thermal in Rochester.

Survivors include two sons, Joshua Whiting of Virginia and Jeremy Whiting of Bath; two stepsons, David Pfenninger of Gainesville, Eric Pfenninger of Chili; parents, William and ( Read more... )

You know, it's really funny how much I'm willing to give to something still... and be viewed as strong... when I am still so afraid of the negative. I still have walls up that I wanna let down, and I've been doing ok with them, but I know it's going to take a while to let them down fully.
I really do give more then I get back, and that's mostly my ( Read more... )

"in a constant effort to keep everything peaceful and balanced in your world, amber, you may be forgetting an important fundamental - namely you. Be sure that you are getting the attention you need at this time. Don't be afraid to take on a more aggressive stance in order to say what needs to be said at the appropriate time. Remember that part of ( Read more... )

 Oye... After last nights lil blow out with myself I feel a lot better heh. I really should just learn to let myself cry when I need to cry, it does make me feel better but then I feel like I am showing weakness, and I don't like feeling weak. I had a nice long conversation with myself last night about growing up and maturing and how a lot of my ( Read more... )

So tonight I kinda blew up at Dra over something that had nothing to do with what started it all -.-... and it's not even his fault, he can't help it. He made a harmless/sarcastic comment about my gaming skills and I guess it just hit me the wrong way and I quit the game and all that stuff... said some stuff to him about why I did etc.... and ( Read more... )

 I want to write a letter and address it to myself... to tell myself all the things that are bothering me and on my mind. Maybe then I'd be able to write something...

 I haven't had a chance to really update this piece of crap ina while so I will attempt to now I guess ( Read more... )